I have baby fever

[mskitkat]

At first I didn't want kids. And then I was on the fence. Then we decided to TTC mostly because DH was a definite yes, even though the thought of getting pregnant gave me actual hyperventilating panic attacks. After the panic attack, we paused things so I could maybe not freak out. Several therapy sessions and I was ready to maybe try, which was promptly followed by being told our relocation date is completely up in the air and I need to be ready to move any time next year, so of course we put TTC on hold.

I cried. Seriously. I'm not sure how I have gone from "ew kids" to "ok kids, but OMG pregnancy is terrifying" to crying because we have to put TTC on hold for another year.

[macmars45]

I want a baby. H finally came around last December/January. My period was 5 days late this month and I got all excited thinking I was pregnant. H was on board with a happy "accident" as well. I hate being a responsible adult and waiting until summer 2014 to TTC. H just got a new job and had knee surgery last month, my ankle is still healing from its sprain and we're moving this spring so summer it is. *sigh*

So I'm with you.