UghI just realized I have to go to the dentist for TWO hours today. I am having something similar to a cap put on one of my teeth and then replacing another filling. Ugh miserable.
I am having a woe-is-me morning. For some reason I have spent most of the morning blinking back tears over our IF journey. Its old news so I am not sure why its hitting me so hard today.
I got my hair done last night. I love the cut and I'm not so keen on the color. I've give it a few days before I do anything else. It took 4 hours to get it done last night and by the time I got home, I was in tears because my back hurt so bad. I went to bed and cried like a baby. I'm sucking it up and making a pt appointment.
MIL has been at my house for less than 24 hours and yet her and dh were already fighting at 6:30 this morning.
my mom called me last night to tell me she was packing for a red eye to chicago. my grandpa is dying. I wish I lived closer, packing stresses her out and I would have happily done it for her so she could get other things in order. for some reason I feel really guilty about moving away because I wasn't there last night.
I got my hair done last night. I love the cut and I'm not so keen on the color. I've give it a few days before I do anything else. It took 4 hours to get it done last night and by the time I got home, I was in tears because my back hurt so bad. I went to bed and cried like a baby. I'm sucking it up and making a pt appointment.
MIL has been at my house for less than 24 hours and yet her and dh were already fighting at 6:30 this morning.
One day closer to the weekend. But I have extra kids this weekend. Friday-I have my nephews and niece. (Overnight)Saturday my girls birth sisters are suppose to come over. Also overnight.
I made a ton of ravioli from scratch yesterday and today my arms and back are so sore from rolling all the pasta dough. I need to get my ass back in the gym. Or a pasta roller...
I just found out that my old neighborhood friend whom I grew up with, her mother died last week. My friend and I are the same age so we grew up together and I remembered spending so much time with her. I lost touch when I left for college and she's gone. It's so sad because she and my mom are the same age. It's starting to happen and now I'm sad.
Sofia has been doing this thing where she takes her clips and throws them around the room. I finally realized that she's playing Frozen where Elsa takes off her crown and tosses it. Lol, she sings some random gibberish, takes her Minnie Mouse clip off the top of her head. and throws it. So funny.
My il's are so bizarre. Yesterday we had a couple of guys come and dig up the driveway and they were putting dirt in the dump truck to take away. IL's randomly show up to graft a branch onto our peach tree, and mil starts freaking out about saving the dirt. Like, the guys were about to go drop off the dirt and she sent fil out to flag them down. She was like "just dump it in the back yard!" And I was like "don't you fucking dare. We JUST put grass down back there!" And she was all like " BUT IT'S SUCH GOOD DIRT!!!" Jesus. If you want it then you can pay them to drop it off on your goddamn driveway. It's an entire dump truck full of dirt! Eventually she gave up and let them take the stupid dirt. Lol.
I just realized that all 3 of my "serious" aka over a year long relationships in HS all married their very next girlfriend. I'm not really sure what that says about me.
I am having a woe-is-me morning. For some reason I have spent most of the morning blinking back tears over our IF journey. Its old news so I am not sure why its hitting me so hard today.
I'm sorry shoeless. I may have missed it but have you decided what road you'll go down from here? Feel free to ignore if too personal. I wish you a lot of luck whatever way you go.
Both H and I would like (in theory) to pursue egg donation. Now we are dealing with the 'when will we be ready' part of the equation.
I hurt my good ankle about three weeks ago. It was the same thing as what happened to my bad one. Just woke up one day unable to walk. I know a lot more things now and was basically shitting myself at the idea of going through all that again. I'm feeling a lot better now, and this was the point the first time where I pushed it too hard and destroyed it. I'm being extremely careful and will have to be for the next 6 months. I'm so relieved that I know what is wrong with me and how to deal with it but sometimes it fucking sucks that this is the reality of things.
I googled stalked an ex who hurt me very badly. And I fell down the rabbit hole of his current life. And I'm in the this "woe is me" funk now that I can't shake. I know I need to buck up but all I feel like doing is laying in bed crying listening to the Cure on repeat.
I just realized that all 3 of my "serious" aka over a year long relationships in HS all married their very next girlfriend. I'm not really sure what that says about me.
It definitely means that once you broke their hearts, they learned they could never have another as good as you so they settle for the next thing that comes along. You hot thing, you.
Or more likely, it means that you are like most humans and tend to see patterns in what are essentially meaningless coincidental occurrences.
Yeah, that's better than "that bitch was crazy and you're not, so marry me?"
Remember how I told you guys yesterday about my coworker who had the 14.5lb baby? Well it's gone viral. It was on every local news station, boston.com, and I just saw an article about it on Buzz Feed. talking about it
I'm super over emotional about stuff today. These pregnant lady hormones are a little too much for me today. I've already started crying 2 times at work. Need to stop.
Remember how I told you guys yesterday about my coworker who had the 14.5lb baby? Well it's gone viral. It was on every local news station, boston.com, and I just saw an article about it on Buzz Feed. talking about it
I heard about it on the radio this morning and thought of you, lol!
Remember how I told you guys yesterday about my coworker who had the 14.5lb baby? Well it's gone viral. It was on every local news station, boston.com, and I just saw an article about it on Buzz Feed. talking about it
I heard about it on the radio this morning and thought of you, lol!
lol. I feel bad for that it's everywhere, but the baby is so cute
Yesterday an acquaintance asked me to watch their baby all day today while they worked. I said sure because I haven't been working and wanted some extra shopping money. Well I got here today and the baby is sick. I guess he was in the ER two days ago because of a high fever, a cough and was spitting up real bad. He is on like four different medications today but If I would have known how sick this little guy was I wouldn't have agreed to babysit. Ugh. I don't want to deal with a sick baby! It helps a lot that he's really cute. But still.
I just became an aunt again and I of course sent pics out because everyone likes baby pics. Now H and I keep getting the "you're next!!!" texts as well as the "I want to be a grandma again" texts. I feel like I'm broken because staring at babies doesn't make me want to procreate. It makes me want to buy more dogs. Am I broken? Maybe. I feel all of the weird feelings right now.
Remember how I told you guys yesterday about my coworker who had the 14.5lb baby? Well it's gone viral. It was on every local news station, boston.com, and I just saw an article about it on Buzz Feed. talking about it
All over my news feed. It seems everyone in the NE (well, now nationwide) has been chattin' it up about this child.