I just can't even process it. They said it was a heart attack, but I mean...he was twentyfuckingtwo. I always say my worst fear is something happening while I'm alone with my kids, and he was in town visiting his son when it happened. I just feel pretty lost right now.
No. I was with my mom all day, then went to my mil's because I didn't want to be alone. I came home to put the kids to bed and h should be home in a few hours.
“Life is not orderly. No matter how we try to make it so, right in the middle of it lose a leg, fall in love, drop a jar of applesauce.” - Natalie Goldberg