It's the 4th anniversary of losing my mom. I don't think I'll ever fully deal with it. She was the most amazing woman. The best mom. The best friend. I miss her so much it hurts!
I'm sorry Maybe today you could do something that she would've loved to do in her honor? My sister tries to do that on the anniversary of her husband's death as a way of remembering him (he's been gone for 4 years as well.)
There are so many memories to share but the thing I love sharing most is just what a truly amazing mom she was. She knew when to be your mom, when to be just your friend and when to be both. We'd often go to lunch and talk for hours like girlfriends. She was my true best friend and one of my soulmates on this earth. She was a great person that I was lucky and blessed to call Mom! <3