I hate today every year

[wildfloweragain]

I'm sorry. H's family has asked that we not celebrate DS's bday ever on a certain date because they feel pretty low on the anniversary of his dad's passing.

H's difficult day is Thanksgiving, which was the beginning of the end, a few weeks before he passed. H stayed by himself out in the barn all day on Thanksgiving for 5 years, because that's how he wanted to be. It's how he does something for himself (H is not a social guy.)

This past Thanksgiving, year 6, he was finally able to join us.

Do whatever makes you feel peaceful today.

[sugarbear]

I'm so sorry. My mom has been gone for 35 years. Some years, the day (February 3) passes without much sadness, but some years, still, it hits me like a ton of bricks and I nearly come undone.

I hope you find so e time to take a few moments for yourself today.

[Deleted]

I'm sorry. ((hugs))

[karmasabiotch]

I'm sorry.

I try to just let myself feel whatever I want and don't try to make it anything other than what it is, which is just plain awful.

Hugs....

[nahoku]

(((Venice)))

[ZoeHart]

((Hugs))

[chiclet]

Hugs

[So_Fetch]

I'm so sorry. ::hugs::

[Deleted]

((hugs))

[spitforspat]

(((Venice))) Be good to yourself today.

[styme46]

I read this right at Tupac's "Dear Mama" came on my Pandora and I got teary.

I'm sorry. Anniversaries are so hard. My dad's 4th is in November and I'm already dreading it.

(((HUGS)))

[sapphireblue]

I am so sorry. It sounds like you two had a very special relationship. This must be so so hard for you.