In the hospital - sad update

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In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 4:43:59 GMT -5 via mobile fredaruth likes this

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Woke up at 2 with contractions every 3-5 minutes. By the time I got here I was bleeding so heavily they had to take the cerclage out because it was ripping me apart as I dilated.

I'm 5 centimeters. She can feel his feet.

It hurts and I'm scared and I'm not ready to say goodbye.

Update. Ezra Robert was born at 9:45 this morning. We spent a precious hour with him while he was living, it was the best gift in that situation. I'm completely lost and heartbroken. I tried so fucking hard for this tiny boy, and it wasn't enough. I miss him.

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Deleted Posts: 0	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 4:48:52 GMT -5 via Tapatalk flutterfly likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Deleted on Sept 13, 2014 4:48:52 GMT -5 Oh lilybug, I'm so sorry.
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flutterfly Junior Member Posts: 677 Likes: 131	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 4:49:14 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by flutterfly on Sept 13, 2014 4:49:14 GMT -5 I am so, so sorry. Thoughts and many prayers.
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stealthmom Senior Member Posts: 5,461 Likes: 3,332	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 4:49:26 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by stealthmom on Sept 13, 2014 4:49:26 GMT -5 Oh my dear oh my dear. My heart is breaking for you. Words can't express how sorry I am.
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circa1978 Elder Posts: 14,553 Likes: 21,994	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 4:50:36 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by circa1978 on Sept 13, 2014 4:50:36 GMT -5 Oh, no. Sending you lots of love.
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birdistheword Senior Member Have you heard about the bird? Posts: 6,401 Likes: 8,853	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 4:58:27 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by birdistheword on Sept 13, 2014 4:58:27 GMT -5 I'm so sorry lily. Sending you so many good thoughts right now.
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mrsukyankee Elder Posts: 22,986 Likes: 30,704	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 5:00:12 GMT -5 ssuubee likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by mrsukyankee on Sept 13, 2014 5:00:12 GMT -5 I'm so sorry. Sending hugs.
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pantaloons55 Junior Member ...or "Pants" if you prefer... Posts: 724 Likes: 220	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 5:02:38 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by pantaloons55 on Sept 13, 2014 5:02:38 GMT -5 Lily, I'm so sorry. Sending you good thoughts and prayers.
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lilybug Full Member Posts: 3,832 Likes: 3,080	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 5:06:40 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by lilybug on Sept 13, 2014 5:06:40 GMT -5 Maybe I shouldn't have posted this but I just got a giant dose of IV pain meds and now I'm just sitting here crying and going crazy. I didn't know what else to do.
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cari Junior Member Posts: 525 Likes: 912	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 5:08:13 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by cari on Sept 13, 2014 5:08:13 GMT -5 I'm so very sorry.
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ErinExpat Senior Member Posts: 5,028 Likes: 2,407	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 5:08:53 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by ErinExpat on Sept 13, 2014 5:08:53 GMT -5 I am so incredibly sorry.
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Narwhal Junior Member Posts: 772 Likes: 779	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 5:12:22 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Narwhal on Sept 13, 2014 5:12:22 GMT -5 I am so, so sorry.
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In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 5:13:04 GMT -5

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Sept 13, 2014 5:06:40 GMT -5 lilybug said:

Maybe I shouldn't have posted this but I just got a giant dose of IV pain meds and now I'm just sitting here crying and going crazy. I didn't know what else to do.

Honey, you do whatever you need to do. I can't even imagine what you're going through right now.

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kaybee85 Senior Member Posts: 6,846 Likes: 6,595	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 5:13:04 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by kaybee85 on Sept 13, 2014 5:13:04 GMT -5 I'm so sorry.
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stephlove Full Member Posts: 2,773 Likes: 1,597	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 5:21:14 GMT -5 via the ProBoards App Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by stephlove on Sept 13, 2014 5:21:14 GMT -5 Oh lily, I am so so sorry.
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spankswife Senior Member Posts: 6,099 Likes: 4,113	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 5:22:39 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by spankswife on Sept 13, 2014 5:22:39 GMT -5 I'm so sorry.
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underwaterrhymes Elder Rainbow Jihadist in the Final Stages of Moral Decay Posts: 37,738 Likes: 76,485	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 5:23:59 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by underwaterrhymes on Sept 13, 2014 5:23:59 GMT -5 Oh lilybug, I am so, so sorry.
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venice2007 Elder Posts: 12,157 Likes: 12,909	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 5:24:40 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by venice2007 on Sept 13, 2014 5:24:40 GMT -5 I'm so sorry. Praying for you!
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MamaMaui24 Senior Member Posts: 5,444 Likes: 2,588	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 5:26:27 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by MamaMaui24 on Sept 13, 2014 5:26:27 GMT -5 Oh, lily. Thinking of you.
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ZoeHart Full Member Posts: 4,505 Likes: 4,813	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 5:51:09 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by ZoeHart on Sept 13, 2014 5:51:09 GMT -5 I'm so so sorry. Big hugs.
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meganew Elder Posts: 11,181 Likes: 26,910	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 5:56:59 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by meganew on Sept 13, 2014 5:56:59 GMT -5 Lily, you post whatever you need to, whenever you need to. I am so, so sorry.
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kittyb Full Member Posts: 1,176 Likes: 937	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 6:02:40 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by kittyb on Sept 13, 2014 6:02:40 GMT -5 I am so very sorry.
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5hole Junior Member Posts: 965 Likes: 511	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 6:06:29 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by 5hole on Sept 13, 2014 6:06:29 GMT -5 I am so sorry. Get out whatever feelings you need to
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lolobeth802 Full Member Posts: 1,069 Likes: 612	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 6:12:40 GMT -5 via the ProBoards App Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by lolobeth802 on Sept 13, 2014 6:12:40 GMT -5 I'm so sorry this is happening to you. Of course you should post, internet friends are always here for you. Sending love and thoughts.
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callalily Junior Member Posts: 851 Likes: 887	In the hospital - sad update Sept 13, 2014 6:17:59 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by callalily on Sept 13, 2014 6:17:59 GMT -5 Oh Lily, I am so unbelievably sorry you are in this position. Huge creepy internet hugs.
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