Oh never mind. She is awake again. OMG. I cannot stay awake all night like this. I will go insane. Now she is smiling at me. Awww but no dude. Go to sleep. What an adorable little stinker.
I just want to give you all the hugs. Sleep deprivation is so rough. Viv is still waking up all the damn time, but it does get easier! I promise!
Post by ladystardust on Jul 14, 2015 8:16:02 GMT -5
Had a growth ultrasound this morning because from the anatomy scan they wanted to push the due date further back than what's considered the normal range. Had the same ultrasound tech and she mentioned a few times that size looks totally normal. We are thinking she is basing it off of the later ultrasound date they were seeing at the anatomy scan and not the original one my doctor and I still feel is more accurate. So we will see what my ob thinks of the results I guess.
Why do kids need a million things the second they wake up? Change my diaper. I'm hungry. I want cheerios. I pooped, change my diaper again. I want milk. No, water. Why did you give me water? I wanted milk. Now I want both. I want to watch Paw Patrol.
You guysssss. It is 6 am. Let me drink my coffee. Shhh.
I have given you milk upon your awakening every morning of your 3.5 years. I KNOW YOU WANT MILK!
I don't want to do anything today but sit around the house. DD and I were at my hometown all weekend for my sister's baby shower. She was crazy off schedule, not eating much, so excited to be around her cousins, and I am exhausted from throwing the shower, staying up with her craziness, and sleeping on uncomfortable couch. A trip to target for milk is about all I am going to do today.
I cleaned out two large bags of clothes from my room to take to consignment this afternoon. Tonight, I hit up the kids closets!
Me too
Im tired. I've been binge watching FNL. I'm almost through with season 2.
its raining here again so we're going to go through the toy room. This summer has sucked so far weather wise but at least the house is getting organized.
My DS (21m) had his evaluation for speech services yesterday. He's at about a 30% delay so he qualified for services. I know it will be okay, but I just can't help but feel like I failed him somehow.
Sometime in the past few days, I became an Elder and didn't even know it! <) It was very anti-climactic lol. I should have celebrated my 10,000th post.
My DS (21m) had his evaluation for speech services yesterday. He's at about a 30% delay so he qualified for services. I know it will be okay, but I just can't help but feel like I failed him somehow.
Hugs right back to you. You're a good mama for getting him the help he needs.
Ever feel like you can't catch a break? Work has been nuts for a year. Finally had a vacation planned with the family a couple weeks ago to de-stress and catch my breath. but we found out day one that MIL has cancer after decades in remission. We are waiting for surgery to know the extent.
My usual stress outlet is running, but I have developed plantar fasciitis in both feet so they hurt all the time and running makes it worse. I'm still going because I have a race in a few weeks, but it's just getting worse. So I started occasionally having a cigarette with H at night. Which is the last thing I need, I know. But fuck it, I am spent right now.
omg, my aunt is so awkward on facebook =( I feel bad for her because she lives in India by herself, literally no family, her kids are all in Europe, her husband passed away, but all she does is harass people on facebook and leave comments on EVERYTHING.
All the comments she leaves are in caps so she is TALKING LIKE THIS.
My cousin posted a picture with my other cousins, along with some of my uncles and aunts, this aunt commented "LOVELY PICTURE OF ALL OF YOU, *NAME* IS MISSING IN THE PICTURE AT THE DINNER TABLE, ALSO LIGHTING IS SO BAD AND DUE TO THAT PICTURE ISNT THAT CLEAR, ANYWAYS HAPPY TO HAVE THIS PICTURE THANKYOU!"
My birthday was 2 weeks ago she she left my a comment on my facebook wall wishing me a happy birthday, and then accosted me via facebook messenger a couple of days ago because I did not thank her. Omg wtf. She told me that she was "very hurt". I want to delete her.
I got no freaking sleep last night. I let David sleep in my bed when H is gone and he is so damn violent when he sleeps. I feel like I need to wear a helmet and a cup.
I'm completely freaking out over my stupid drug test. Its making me not want to take my meds even though I logically know I can since I have a script. Its completely messing with my head.
Breathe, lady! You are not taking peyote for religious purposes or something super rare. They see this ALL the time, I promise!!
Ok, sorry I keep doing this but N ate a peanut yesterday! She didn't want to try it but I told her she can make peanut butter in her mouth by chewing it (which I did and then showed it to her) She yelled EWWWW! hysterically laughing and I asked if her she wanted to try. She did. So.fucking.proud!!
She also ate another chunk of watermelon. She didn't even take tiny bites. Just popped the whole thing in her mouth, chewed, and choked it down. This is #9. OT Food Group told the kids they need to eat something 10 times before they can decide if they like it. So, one more bite to go.
please keep posting. I love being her unofficial cheerleader!
I'm so sorry Rak. Hope you get your bfp really soon.
We just bought Fitbits and I was kicking ass yesterday, mostly because I mowed the front and backyards. Then I promptly went in to the pool with it. This is why I can't have nice things. I put it in a bag of rice so it's working fine now.
I thought all the fit bits were waterproof? I have a flex and I wear it in the shower, pool, lake??
Ok, sorry I keep doing this but N ate a peanut yesterday! She didn't want to try it but I told her she can make peanut butter in her mouth by chewing it (which I did and then showed it to her) She yelled EWWWW! hysterically laughing and I asked if her she wanted to try. She did. So.fucking.proud!!
She also ate another chunk of watermelon. She didn't even take tiny bites. Just popped the whole thing in her mouth, chewed, and choked it down. This is #9. OT Food Group told the kids they need to eat something 10 times before they can decide if they like it. So, one more bite to go.
I'm sorry rak, I hope you get your BFP soon. The weather here today is amazing. I hope it continues and hurricane Delores continues to move away from Baja.
Post by marylennox on Jul 14, 2015 10:19:15 GMT -5
I really have to use the bathroom but there is a baby sleeping on me and I know if I move him he'll wake up.
Two weeks ago all I could think was how I couldn't wait to go back to work and was almost resentful wishing I could have my normal routine back. I'm now starting to feel like I'm not ready to go back and be away from him all day. I think this is a good sign. Maybe this is more of a confession.
I really have to use the bathroom but there is a baby sleeping on me and I know if I move him he'll wake up.
Two weeks ago all I could think was how I couldn't wait to go back to work and was almost resentful wishing I could have my normal routine back. I'm now starting to feel like I'm not ready to go back and be away from him all day. I think this is a good sign. Maybe this is more of a confession.
I was the same way. I had a few pangs of "aww, I'll miss this," but that was about it. He was also a really rough baby. And I love my job AND my daycare. So it's rare that I question my choice now (he's been at daycare for 8 mo now). I hope the transition goes smoothly for you, too!
My kid is asleep at daycare. I have simultaneous feelings of "oh thank you Jesus, he's sleeping," and "REALLY?!" after the hell he put me through yesterday. lol
I really have to use the bathroom but there is a baby sleeping on me and I know if I move him he'll wake up.
Two weeks ago all I could think was how I couldn't wait to go back to work and was almost resentful wishing I could have my normal routine back. I'm now starting to feel like I'm not ready to go back and be away from him all day. I think this is a good sign. Maybe this is more of a confession.
I was the same way. I had a few pangs of "aww, I'll miss this," but that was about it. He was also a really rough baby. And I love my job AND my daycare. So it's rare that I question my choice now (he's been at daycare for 8 mo now). I hope the transition goes smoothly for you, too!
I'm so sorry Rak. Hope you get your bfp really soon.
We just bought Fitbits and I was kicking ass yesterday, mostly because I mowed the front and backyards. Then I promptly went in to the pool with it. This is why I can't have nice things. I put it in a bag of rice so it's working fine now.
I thought all the fit bits were waterproof? I have a flex and I wear it in the shower, pool, lake??
Maybe yours is? I have a Charge and it's water resistant, not proof.