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Post by awick14 on Oct 10, 2015 23:51:09 GMT -5

XP from WC.

I have been having bad cramps all day, I had a feeling that it was over for sure now, but I was still trying to be hopeful.

After dinner at the ILs I was sitting on the couch cuddling with DH when I felt a gush of fluid between my legs. When I went to the bathroom there were fairly large clots in my underwear.

We have decided not to tell family and see if we can go to my family dinner tomorrow night. On Tuesday when we see my betas drop then we will tell them. I need more confirmation before we tell anyone IRL.

DH cried himself to sleep beside me and I'm just laying here crying.

4 losses... Why us?!?

Edit: (tue, Oct 13) my beta today is in the 16,000 and my beta last fri was in the 30,000. So it's officially over.

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BFP-03/05/13 -EDD-12/14/13 -MC-04/12/13
BFP-09/17/13 -EDD-05/29/14 -Missed MC- 12/06/13 RIP baby boy
BFP-06/29/14 -EDD-03/11/15 -Missed MC- 08/17/14
BFP- 08/31/15- EDD-05-11/16- MC- 10/10/15
BFP- 02/13/16- EDD-11/26/16- MC -03/02/16
BFP- 04/09/16- EDD- 12/20/16, baby girl born on 12/24/16 💕💕

cactuscookie Full Member Posts: 3,680 Likes: 5,861	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 10, 2015 23:56:57 GMT -5 awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by cactuscookie on Oct 10, 2015 23:56:57 GMT -5 Oh, awick. It isn't fair. I hate this for you guys.
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trace Full Member Posts: 1,167 Likes: 1,083	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 0:25:32 GMT -5 awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by trace on Oct 11, 2015 0:25:32 GMT -5 Oh god. I am so so sorry. You guys are in my thoughts.
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awick14 Elder Posts: 18,025 Likes: 15,242	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 0:32:08 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by awick14 on Oct 11, 2015 0:32:08 GMT -5 Thanx ladies.
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dellabear Full Member Posts: 1,722 Likes: 2,076	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 0:35:03 GMT -5 awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by dellabear on Oct 11, 2015 0:35:03 GMT -5 Oh no, awick14 I'm so sorry. That's so unfair. Sending you hugs and tons of sympathy.
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kellikans Full Member Posts: 3,739 Likes: 3,984	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 1:36:57 GMT -5 via Tapatalk awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by kellikans on Oct 11, 2015 1:36:57 GMT -5 My heart just sank. I am so sorry. Thinking about you.
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G22 Elder Posts: 11,484 Likes: 15,293	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 3:29:30 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by G22 on Oct 11, 2015 3:29:30 GMT -5 Awick I just want to cry for you. It's not fair. I'm so sorry sweetie so many hugs for you and your DH ((hugs))
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Muddled Elder Posts: 20,257 Likes: 15,027	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 3:45:27 GMT -5 via mobile awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Muddled on Oct 11, 2015 3:45:27 GMT -5 So very unfair. I hate this so much. Sending lots of love your way.
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boiler717 Moderator Posts: 13,488 Likes: 11,848	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 6:15:19 GMT -5 via Tapatalk awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by boiler717 on Oct 11, 2015 6:15:19 GMT -5 Oh awick14, I'm so sorry. It's so unfair. Thinking of you and your DH.
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ssg73 Full Member Posts: 1,200 Likes: 1,820	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 6:44:53 GMT -5 via Tapatalk awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by ssg73 on Oct 11, 2015 6:44:53 GMT -5 I am so sorry. You are both in my thoughts.
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konapoppy Moderator Posts: 8,836 Likes: 13,917	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 6:47:22 GMT -5 via mobile awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by konapoppy on Oct 11, 2015 6:47:22 GMT -5 This is so incredibly unfair. Thinking of you and your H.
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iammegan New Member Posts: 60 Likes: 118	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 8:39:51 GMT -5 via mobile awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by iammegan on Oct 11, 2015 8:39:51 GMT -5 I am so sorry for your loss. Lots of thoughts and prayers coming to you and DH.
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bcarp30 Senior Member Posts: 5,248 Likes: 3,968	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 8:49:27 GMT -5 via mobile awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by bcarp30 on Oct 11, 2015 8:49:27 GMT -5 I'm so very sorry.
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lms Full Member Posts: 1,317 Likes: 1,663	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 9:02:14 GMT -5 via Tapatalk awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by lms on Oct 11, 2015 9:02:14 GMT -5 I'm so sorry @wick14. It's so not fair. You and your H are in my thoughts.
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FastHands Elder Posts: 19,759 Likes: 30,009	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 9:06:41 GMT -5 via mobile awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by FastHands on Oct 11, 2015 9:06:41 GMT -5 Ohh I am so sorry. Sending you so much love.
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awick14 Elder Posts: 18,025 Likes: 15,242	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 9:09:14 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by awick14 on Oct 11, 2015 9:09:14 GMT -5 Thanx ladies. I <3 you all. Your support is amazing.
	Back to Top TTC since 10/12 BFP-03/05/13 -EDD-12/14/13 -MC-04/12/13 BFP-09/17/13 -EDD-05/29/14 -Missed MC- 12/06/13 RIP baby boy BFP-06/29/14 -EDD-03/11/15 -Missed MC- 08/17/14 BFP- 08/31/15- EDD-05-11/16- MC- 10/10/15 BFP- 02/13/16- EDD-11/26/16- MC -03/02/16 BFP- 04/09/16- EDD- 12/20/16, baby girl born on 12/24/16 💕💕

Mushe Senior Member Posts: 7,831 Likes: 7,451	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 9:40:14 GMT -5 via the ProBoards App awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Mushe on Oct 11, 2015 9:40:14 GMT -5 Awick, I am so, so sorry. This is so incredibly unfair. I am thinking of you and your H. <3
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ouokie Junior Member Posts: 762 Likes: 1,120	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 10:18:44 GMT -5 via mobile awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by ouokie on Oct 11, 2015 10:18:44 GMT -5 I am so sorry! I have been praying for you so hard. This is so unfair. My heart is breaking for you.
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loira Senior Member Posts: 8,930 Likes: 9,561	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 10:29:05 GMT -5 awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by loira on Oct 11, 2015 10:29:05 GMT -5 I'm so sorry. There's nothing I can do or say to make it better, but I'll be thinking of you and your H.
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riffraff Full Member Posts: 2,896 Likes: 4,667	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 10:38:31 GMT -5 via Tapatalk awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by riffraff on Oct 11, 2015 10:38:31 GMT -5 I'm so so so sorry. I'm thinking of you and your H.
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ginkgoleaf Senior Member Posts: 5,097 Likes: 5,416	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 10:59:22 GMT -5 via mobile awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by ginkgoleaf on Oct 11, 2015 10:59:22 GMT -5 Oh no, I am so sorry. My heart is aching for you guys.
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belovedbride07 Full Member Posts: 3,960 Likes: 3,209	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 11:02:16 GMT -5 via Tapatalk awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by belovedbride07 on Oct 11, 2015 11:02:16 GMT -5 I'm so sorry. I really hate this for you. Sending you much love.
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nmosrob Full Member Posts: 2,208 Likes: 2,034	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 12:15:32 GMT -5 awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by nmosrob on Oct 11, 2015 12:15:32 GMT -5 I hate this for you, so unfair. I'm so sorry
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babyrn Full Member Posts: 2,964 Likes: 3,355	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 13:44:47 GMT -5 awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by babyrn on Oct 11, 2015 13:44:47 GMT -5 Oh no I am so sorry awick14. Fuck this, it is so unfair!
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thiswillbe Junior Member Posts: 814 Likes: 284	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 13:58:39 GMT -5 via the ProBoards App awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by thiswillbe on Oct 11, 2015 13:58:39 GMT -5 I'm so, so sorry. Big ((hugs)) to you. How heartbreaking.
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Oct 11, 2015 13:58:39 GMT -5 thiswillbe said:

I'm so, so sorry. Big ((hugs)) to you. How heartbreaking.

I'm so sorry we are in this together, I wish this ended differently for both of us.

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TTC since 10/12
BFP-03/05/13 -EDD-12/14/13 -MC-04/12/13
BFP-09/17/13 -EDD-05/29/14 -Missed MC- 12/06/13 RIP baby boy
BFP-06/29/14 -EDD-03/11/15 -Missed MC- 08/17/14
BFP- 08/31/15- EDD-05-11/16- MC- 10/10/15
BFP- 02/13/16- EDD-11/26/16- MC -03/02/16
BFP- 04/09/16- EDD- 12/20/16, baby girl born on 12/24/16 💕💕

jessnpaul Full Member Posts: 4,337 Likes: 3,270	I think it's over (loss mentioned) update Oct 11, 2015 14:59:12 GMT -5 via mobile awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by jessnpaul on Oct 11, 2015 14:59:12 GMT -5 OMG nooo! Ugh... I'm so sorry Life is ridiculously unfair sometimes!
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