2nd Update in OP: Bleeding

[babyrn]

I'm stuck at work overnight and I just started bleeding Fuck. I don't know what to do. I am so scared.


UPDATE: Good and bad news. The ultrasound showed a twin pregnancy. However, one of the twins has miscarried. The other twin is measuring on track and had a heartbeat of 120. I see the RE this afternoon still so I'm sure I will know more then. I'm both relieved and heartbroken.

2nd Update: Thanks so much everyone. My RE isn't there this week so I only saw the nurse. She wasn't comfortable 100% saying it is a miscarriage. There are two sacs, the one they can't see anything right now but she says it was hard to view because it was farther back. They are having me come back in a week to check to see if it grows or if it resolves itself. There was a lot of blood in there too which made things hard to see. So now I am in limbo for a week I guess. DH thinks there is a tiny bit of hope but I really don't think so. I just pray that the viable one continues to grow. I feel so guilty feeling so sad when I need to be strong for my baby that is still okay. This is hard.

[loira]

I'm sorry. Can you get to a hospital? Sending good thoughts it's nothing to worry about.

[awick14]

((Hugs)) I'm so sorry this is stressful and it's happening while you are at work.

Is it bright red, or dark red?

[babyrn]

I actually work at the hospital so I left my unit and am in the ER waiting room right now.

[babyrn]

Oct 19, 2015 1:27:19 GMT -5 awick14 said:

((Hugs)) I'm so sorry this is stressful and it's happening while you are at work.

Is it bright red, or dark red?

It is bright red

[awick14]

Oct 19, 2015 2:13:46 GMT -5 babyrn said:

Oct 19, 2015 1:27:19 GMT -5 awick14 said:

((Hugs)) I'm so sorry this is stressful and it's happening while you are at work.

Is it bright red, or dark red?

It is bright red

FX baby is doing just fine in there.

[G22]

I'm sorry. I'm glad you work in a hospital and can go over to get looked at. I hope its nothing and baby is ok!

[boiler717]

I hope things are okay!

[babyrn]

Update in OP

[G22]

I'm sorry your having mixed emotions right now. I'm so glad to hear one baby is looking strong though. ((Hugs))

[lms]

I'm sorry you had a scare but glad that baby is doing well. It's tough when you are going through feelings at both ends of the spectrum.

[boiler717]

I am sorry for your loss. Thinking good thoughts for your baby!

[patbutcher]

Sorry for your loss. Thinking good thoughts for you!

[ouokie]

I'm so sorry for your loss! I can imagine seeing that bleeding is so scary, but I'm so glad that the other baby is doing great!

[cactuscookie]

I'm sorry, what a confusing set of emotions that must be. I'm so glad there's a healthy baby growing in there.

[awick14]

((Hugs))

[dellabear]

Hugs babyrn

[azurely]

I'm sorry for your loss so thankful that the other baby is healthy though.

[callmehales]

i'm sorry for your loss, but THRILLED for you other baby is doing well!!

[Mushe]

Oh my goodness, what mixed emotions. T&Ps for you. I'm so glad for the good news, that you have a healthy pregnancy there!

[ivy]

I'm glad that you did get some good news, but I can't imagine how many mixed emotions you have. Hugs and good thoughts to you.

[babyrn]

Thanks everyone. Today has been rough. I can't stop crying. We are keeping our appointment with the RE but its not until 4:30. I am happy one baby is still doing well but I am so worried now that something will happen to that one as well. I hate this.

[ursulabuffay]

What a case of mixed emotions. Good luck at 4:30! Hugs.

[dollyllama]

I am so sorry for your loss babyrn. Glad to hear one is in there and going strong. I know many ladies from GBCN that have gone onto have a successful singleton pregnancies after losing a twin so many hugs going your way.

[babyrn]

Thanks everyone. Updated again in OP

[loira]

I'm sorry for your loss. I have everything crossed the other baby is thriving.

[boiler717]

Limbo is a hard place to be. Sending you peace and lots of good juju to your baby!

[Bumblebee]

I am sorry for your loss.  Hoping you receive reassurance that one baby is growing at your next appointment.  Thinking of you and your DH.

[bcarp30]

What a roller coaster of emotions! I hope you can relax a bit this week until your next check.

[pittpurple]

Oct 19, 2015 0:29:26 GMT -5 babyrn said:

I'm stuck at work overnight and I just started bleeding Fuck. I don't know what to do. I am so scared.


UPDATE: Good and bad news. The ultrasound showed a twin pregnancy. However, one of the twins has miscarried. The other twin is measuring on track and had a heartbeat of 120. I see the RE this afternoon still so I'm sure I will know more then. I'm both relieved and heartbroken.

2nd Update: Thanks so much everyone. My RE isn't there this week so I only saw the nurse. She wasn't comfortable 100% saying it is a miscarriage. There are two sacs, the one they can't see anything right now but she says it was hard to view because it was farther back. They are having me come back in a week to check to see if it grows or if it resolves itself. There was a lot of blood in there too which made things hard to see. So now I am in limbo for a week I guess. DH thinks there is a tiny bit of hope but I really don't think so. I just pray that the viable one continues to grow. I feel so guilty feeling so sad when I need to be strong for my baby that is still okay. This is hard.

I am a lurker on this board but wanted to reach out to you. My 2nd pregnancy was a twin pregnancy until 11 weeks or so when I miscarried one. Lots of spotting/bleeding throughout 1st trimester but I didn't know until my NT scan that one didn't make it. It is definitely a strange mix of emotions, and yes, sometimes I still think there should be 2 (saw you post about being worried about bonding) but it does get easier. Just thought you might like to hear a success story from someone who knows what it's like.