"Hello babies. Welcome to Earth. It's hot in the summer and cold in the winter. It's round and wet and crowded. On the outside, babies, you've got a hundred years here. There's only one rule that I know of, babies-"God damn it, you've got to be kind.”
I'm very sorry for your loss and for what are bound to be complicated and confused feelings. And for how future events may unfold. Lean on us for comfort, vents, whatever you need. We're here for you!
I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my dad suddenly last year. The whole thing seemed just so final if that makes any sense. A friend told me "there are no wrong decisions," and that really helped. Be kind to yourself.