Post by ilovecandy on Sept 30, 2019 6:19:39 GMT -5
If you didn't see 3 out of 4 my embryos tested normal. Currently waiting on the re's office to email me back about a couple questions I had. Also waiting for all the billing from testing (cooper genomics) and storage at our re to catch up with us.
I go back to work at the yoga studio this week. And I started the 21 day fix workouts for now because I need to get back in good exercise habits.
Monday is always cleaning day in my house couples with today I need to grocery shop.
Tomorrow one of the dogs go to the vet for their yearly and as long as my husband can take her I have an acupuncture appointment. (I accidentally made both at the same time) Plans today? This week?
I got my period yesterday. I hate it. Of course it starts getting really heavy when the weekend is over. I also feel like I’m being stabbed in my uterus. So today will be really fun! I have my gyn appointment next week so hopefully we can come up with a good plan for suppressing my period for a couple of months. ETA: I did go a whole 38 days without a period and I was really hoping the progesterone pill would work. But nope.
Nothing ttc going on this week. I hope it’s ok that I hang around even though I don’t know what we are doing at all.
I started birth control pills as a way to try and force a cycle. I swear I'm a broken record (or just broken) but this is either my 4th or 5th force and nothing is working. My clinic is basically saying they can't help me and I should consider a lap and d&c. They either don't look at my chart or care but I had this done in May. I feel like we're never going to get to transfer.
I'm going to call my RE's office today to get stuff ordered. I think I'll need a lot of PIO because I'll be doing an ERA in October (should get my period in a week or so) and then progesterone priming in December. I have odds and ends still around of course - some PIO, some crinone, estrace, a medrol pack, baby aspirin. I'll take an inventory. And that's about what's up, other than stressing about the $7k of neupogen I'll (hopefully) need in January, as always!
My mom did visit over the weekend and left this morning. I finally asked her this morning to cool it on the kid-related talk. She knows what's going on, but she has worked in early childhood education, the foster system, and with children and adults with special needs throughout her career. Every conversation with her involves talking about how adorable her clients/the kids she works with are, or how cute her neighbor's toddler is. I'm emotionally drained from it. I've tried explaining before how I'm trying to protect my psyche and I could tell her first inclination was going to be to tell me that I can't avoid children and babies all the time, and I cut her off by explaining that I'm WELL aware, but I also don't go seeking out exposure, or else I pump myself up to do things like that. I'm also personally fine with close friends' kids or my neice and nephew, but not everyone is. So I just don't need her pushing that on me. I think she finally got it this time, so hopefully it sticks.
We had a great time though. We went thrift shopping, went to this cool old book store in a stone barn, and out to lunch at a shopping "village" near my office.
Post by pandora89 on Sept 30, 2019 11:00:17 GMT -5
We are transfering our only blast this Sunday, it is a 5AB. Natural FET with HCG boosters. We triggered last night. My lining was 8.4 mm on day 12 which is the highest its ever been with a natural cycle. The last time we checked it was 7.2 on day 16. I hope this is it because I dont know if I have it in me to do another cycle.
I have nothing TTC related going on right now. We're officially holding off until the New Year. We get our DNA karyotyping results in early December, then I'd like to get through the Christmas season before we open that box again. At this point I'm leaning towards being done. I am not interested in IVF, I'm tired of having a million appointments, and feeling like a pharmacy. We'll see how I feel in January.
I started my new job today! I met a ton of people, I remember no one's name. But my office is giant, so yay!
Pandora fingers crossed Joenali I hope you guys can come up with a plan Achi I get that feeling and have had it too Megstoo ugh that sucks
So our two best embryos are graded the exact same and they asked us because they are different sexes. So we told them to randomly select. They are making up my plan so we will see what month if they get it together and okay this month or we wait a month. H and I secretly both want a girl (they don't run in his family). But we don't it want on us if it doesn't take and that is the only girl we have. So random selection it is. Either way we know we want two kids and we have three embryos (we don't know the third embryo's sex yet). I also just made a therapy appointment with a new therapist next week. It has been about two months since I have been to a therapist. My Dr who put me on Lexapro wants me to stay with therapy also.