I did it

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I finally made an appt with a therapist and am hoping to get back on meds for my depression and anxiety. I don't care if J gets upset, I either get help this way or check into a mental hospital.

I'm having an anxiety attack just thinking about getting help.

[rikkiandjulie]

It will be the best thing you've done for yourself


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[hensmum]

Congrats. It can be so hard to make that first step!

[seattlekari]

Good for you, butterfly! I hope you get the support you need! ((Hugs))

[ElsaVonM]

Not trying to pry, but why would this make J upset? Am I missing something?

[Duchess1]

Good for you! I hope J realizes you need her support and love now more than ever.

[hlke]

Glad you made the appointment - the first step is the hardest. Did you get to have a talk with J after you posted on FB? I hope she is supportive.

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Sept 24, 2012 18:34:33 GMT -5 ElsaVonM said:

Not trying to pry, but why would this make J upset? Am I missing something?

J is of the mindset that depression/anxiety can be fixed by getting out of the house, that it's not a real illness that needs to be treated. We have fought this battle for years and I've always given in to not seeing a therapist or not staying on meds because coping without those can be easier than listening to all the crap she has to say about them. I'm fighting a losing battle with myself now, it's time to take care of myself, she can put on her big girl panties or get the hell out.

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Sept 24, 2012 18:56:05 GMT -5 hlke said:

Glad you made the appointment - the first step is the hardest. Did you get to have a talk with J after you posted on FB? I hope she is supportive.

I tried but it was the same "Whatever, there isn't anything wrong with you" conversation that we always have. I told her about making the appt today and she isn't responding which means she will probably try to convince me not to go as it gets closer.

[ElsaVonM]

I see. I'm sorry. My dad has the same attitude - and maintained that attitude even when he himself went through a period of depression. I'm so glad you recognize that you have to take care of yourself regardless of her opinion on the matter. Hugs.

[ct]

Good for you! Fight for what you need - regardless of who stands in your way.

[bluedaisyus]

Good for you! I'm sorry J isn't being supportive. It's hard enough to deal with depression when everyone is on your side, it's so much harder not to have the support of the adult who matters most - outside of YOURSELF, the MOST IMPORTANT person in this situation.

[kershnic]

Good for you for standing up for what you need.

[2brides]

Good for you for making that appointment. Stick to your guns. Only you know what you need.

[eratmama]

Taking care of yourself and recognizing yourself as a priority are some of the best medicines.

You will find other treatments that work for you, too. Message me if there is anything I can do. Good for you!!!

[joyseattle]

I agree with all the pp, good for you and I hope this is just what you need.