When my minds goes back to the times I was with my soon to be ex, everything reminds me of him. I wish it would forever go away. Now I feel like I took a million steps back.
You didnt take a million steps back. This is a normal experience for all of us. You are in mourning for something that you thought was going to be forever. That 1 step forward 2 steps back game is something that is a natural process.
Thanks mags I really appreciate. I been on several dates but nothing seems to click. I think maybe I should keep to myself I thought I was ready since it's been going on six months. Idk
6 months maybe too short of a time for you. I think everyone is different and i think the circumstances of the split make a huge difference. BUT everyone needs to learn to heal and be alone before they should do any serious dating imo.
You right mags I was thinking the same thing. I just want to stop feeling so sad and stop having crying spells. I want to take my mind off it. He left my son, he was the only father figure my son knew and he walked out his life the last time he seen my son was July my son feels so sad. I resent him for that but I still love him. I am so ready to move on I wish I could just stop loving him and be happy truly happy