Post by SuziSaysDa on May 11, 2012 11:01:05 GMT -5
So sorry to hear about your mom. Looking for the positive is sometimes all you can do to keep from crumbling. Don't forget to take care of yourself too.
Thanks ladies. I'm trying but it isn't easy. I still work a bit and am seriously trying to just keep everything going. I haven't spent much time in a hospital since my husband died so its hard to listen to all the machines. IF he were alive it would be much easier, he could take care of the house, have some dinner waiting for me, have the dogs walked, but he isn't so I'm stuck trying to do it all. Plus the transmission on his car is going out (and its the only car I have right now). So its like everything is falling apart at once.
Plus side is the heart cath showed minimal blockage (20-30%) and no need for stints or repairs. EEG showed great brain waves. Bad side- we still have no idea what the F is going on, and she is getting more and more anxious to get out of the hospital. I'm also getting more and more anxious. I am sure if I could run, I'd be able to handle all of this better.
So as I left the parking garage last night- my car took a dump. Then I figured out that my AAA was expired. Not going to lie- full on break down in the parking lot next t the parking structure. It didnt break the way I thought it would (and I run an automotive shop) so I thought it was a totally different problem. Ugh. On a side note I had sent my sister a text saying I'd kill for some home cooking- and that I would love tuna noodle casserole. A friend of mine has been walking with me when I get home- randomly showed up with a little bit of tuna noodle casserole last night- even after I said I wasn't hungry.