WTF Wednesday!

[lookingup]

WTF, self? WHY are you such a procrastinator in everything?? Ugh, I'm so unmotivated.

[udscoobychick]

WTF, self? Did you really just say "stuff" in the big, intense meeting with our super-formal client? Arg! Thankfully, I corrected myself quickly and used a better, more specific word, and the rest of the meeting seemed to go well enough, but still! Try to sound like you deserve this position, mmmk?

[explorer2001]

May 23, 2012 12:16:01 GMT -5 @liubotflittyfud said:

May 23, 2012 11:47:35 GMT -5 explorer2001 said:

I'm sorry. Sadly It's pretty normal given your history. I had flashback nightmares for 3 days after bring surprised by having my psycho ex show up at a networking event. Do you have a counselor you can talk to? Mine is a huge help. Hugs. I hope things get better.

Unfortunately my insurance lapsed with my new job and I don't have insurance until June. I have an appointment on the 14th to get my meds straightened out with my psychiatrist, but I haven't seen my psychologist in a while due to no insurance. I have a card a woman gave me for Domestic Violence help in the area...I might call them.

My insurance doesn't cover counselling. I just pay out of pocket. Maybe you can talk to your counselor about a cash discount or something while you are between insurance.

Also I strongly recommend seeing if your DV organization has a survivors support group. It makes a big difference to know you aren't crazy and aren't alone.

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WTF, friend? When a doctor prescribes you medication for your depression, you better fucking take it! You have CHILDREN and you cannot just be all "but I don't want to take it, so I'm just going to sit around, mope, watch TV, and NOT TAKE CARE OF MY FUCKING CHILDREN WHO ARE BOTH UNDER 10 YEARS OLD." You have been prescribed these meds for a reason, and that is because your depression is so debilitating you CANNOT FUNCTION. I am not going to babysit YOU anymore, much less your children who need their mom. Their mom, who is not me, but is YOU.

... /endrant.

WTF, self? I thought you were going to try to not eat so much meat! I thought we agreed to eat some damn veggies! Stop falling off the bandwagon so quickly and get healthy!

[BookLover]

WTF Sleep..I miss you! Come back!

WTF self, get off your butt and go to the gym again. It's been 2 weeks since I've been and have gained like 8 lbs. Not cool, not cool at all.