I've been lurking on this board for a while and wanted to introduce myself. This is (the end) of our first month TTC for our first. I was of course foolishly hoping to be one of those lucky ones who gets it on their first shot, though I did try to convince myself to be realistic, that it would be very unlikely. But you can't help being hopeful, right? Well, seeing a BFN was very depressing (though the annoying little voice in my head is telling me it could still happen, it could be a false negative, period hasn't come yet)... Am I sounding crazy or obsessed yet?
I really didn't think I'd get so obsessed while TTC. And this is only our first real try! I can't imagine how crazy I'll become a few months from now. We've decided not to tell anyone we're TTC, and I think I'm doing pretty good with hiding my craziness in front of people, but I'm hoping you'll let me use this space to let it out once in a while.
Hey gibby! There's a few of us ILers on this board. It's a good bunch here. Lots of positive thoughts and helpful info. And a good place to share the crazy.