I have to go into work today. I normally never work weekends, except for in December because of Christmas parties. I'm 33 weeks pregnant and have a bad cold. I've been a bum all morning and im mad because I wanted to do a bunch of cool things with DS this weeknd and haven't yet. I'm ready for this day to be over already. Wah, wah, wah.
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My pets have gone insane. Yesterday morning one of my dogs just squatted down and took a piss right in front of me. Didn't even ask to be let out, nothing. Just popped a squat and took a leak. Then last night my cat peed and pooped all over our bed. Our white bedding is probably forever ruined.
I don't understand why they hate me so much. Is it because I'm pregnant? They have a good life, I swear! Spoiled, good for nothings.
my mom is having a bad day today, where she hasn't gotten out of bed yet and i just taking turns crying and watching netflix on her ipad. it's so hard to not drive the few hours over there and just hang out. but i know she finally needs time alone. she has to get used to being in that house alone. since my aunt died earlier this week she finally has no one to take care of, nowhere she needs to be, and nothing that must get done. that house is so quiet without my dad. it's crushing and heartbreaking. i don't know what to do to help her.
i know she's ready to be alone. (in the sense of, not having someone hovering over her, always having someone else in her house and her being able to let loose and cry.) this is only the second weekend i've been at my own house since my dad died in october. i feel like i'm at the point where i need to back off a little, not hover, and let her big group of friends and neighbors step in.
my husband took care of buying gifts for his family.
i've finished my family.
now all i have left is gifts for my friends. there are only like 3 people i buy for anymore (which is cool by me). and buying gifts for friends is fun! yay! go me!
bleh, as good as can be expected i guess. i'm still in disbelief.
and the circumstances are just rough. i feel like things are improving and then it's all brought back in court and i start all over again. it's just like nothing i've ever experienced.
and i have a rant. my mom got me started on vampire diaries while i was staying with her. i watched a few episodes from this season, but really have been catching up on netflix. i finally finished season three this morning and was excited to see episode one of season four on the cw website, but then it jumps to episode five! i can't find episodes 2 or 3 anywhere (i think i've already seen 4.)
I finished presenting my master's paper today, and got a pass, but then an e-mail (to the whole class) about not counting chickens before they hatch. And that the grade is the final say, on Thursday. Holy annoying.
Post by caitlinbree on Dec 8, 2012 17:52:59 GMT -5
H and I haven't made any final decisions re: separating, but I'm fairly sure it's coming, like, really soon. I know it's for the best, but calling it quits and giving up is just so fucking difficult.
The spare bedroom is my craft room/catch all area and I've spent the last couple hours clearing it out because I'm sure he's gonna be moving in there soon.
I absolutely love my new hair cut! I feel like I have so much more confidence. I don't care really about styling it properly and it may look rough to some but I absolutely love it the way it is!