Can i vent for a minute?

[cb4409]

I stopped charting the last few cycles since we've reached the one year TTC mark, we decided to stop "trying" and just see what happens. Well i had just ordered OPK's before we decided, so i used them this cycle and got a +OPK 11/28/12. I am very regular, so i assume i O'd sometime between wed.- fri. that week. that would make AF due any day now.
I have felt everyday this week that im getting AF until yesterday, when i assumed i actually would. Nothing. No cramps, no normal pre-AF symptoms. this morning i had some (TMI!)brownish discharge, which stopped. Still no cramps.... which is super odd for me. I've taken preg tests every morning this week (wondfo's) and all are neg., so this morning i thought i would double check with a digital... negative.
this has been the biggest mind game ever for me. i know i most likely will get AF and i could have O'd later than normal, but i feel totally different than my normal Pre-AF symptoms. and on top of that, ive been nauseous every night this week. WTH??
just had to complain for a minute... my body has never messed with me this much before haha.

[winecheery]

Maybe it's still too soon to poas with a good +??

Idk girl. My cycle messed me with last time; came a day late and it was a poopy trick indeed.

I hope yours ends with something better tho I really do

[cb4409]

My sister said she never got a positive HPT until she was a few weeks along (all 4 pregnencies).... so i'm holding out hope! but that always makes it more disappointing when AF shows.

[winecheery]

I understand. And after trying for so long you must especially exasperated. Try to relax, and just ride it out. There's nothing you can do to change the outcome at this point. It will be whatever it is.

FX for you tho!

[HoneySpider]

FX that you get good news!

[cb4409]

Thanks everyone