Terrified about trying again

[bugandbibs]

I'm terrified about ttc again. It's so emotional for me. MH thinks we should just wait until I feel more sure, but I don't think that will really help. Time won't make me less nervous.

It's hard for me to put into words how I feel, since it's not very logical. I guess I will just have to take each step as it comes.

[kelle017]

Nov 27, 2012 13:27:50 GMT -5 bugandbibs said:

I'm terrified about ttc again. It's so emotional for me. MH thinks we should just wait until I feel more sure, but I don't think that will really help. Time won't make me less nervous.

It's hard for me to put into words how I feel, since it's not very logical. I guess I will just have to take each step as it comes.

I feel you. After the second loss we kept going, but the farther past ovulating I wish I would have taken a cycle off and I was actually thankful I got my period (on thanksgiving no less).

I will be nervous until I hold a healthy baby in my arms, and I have days where I cry and think how unfair things are, but in the end I can't/won't give up on my dream of being a mom.

[bugandbibs]

Nov 29, 2012 20:10:48 GMT -5 kelle017 said:

Nov 27, 2012 13:27:50 GMT -5 bugandbibs said:

I'm terrified about ttc again. It's so emotional for me. MH thinks we should just wait until I feel more sure, but I don't think that will really help. Time won't make me less nervous.

It's hard for me to put into words how I feel, since it's not very logical. I guess I will just have to take each step as it comes.

I feel you. After the second loss we kept going, but the farther past ovulating I wish I would have taken a cycle off and I was actually thankful I got my period (on thanksgiving no less). I'm sitting waiting for my first post m/c AF, and my body still feels all out of whack. I swear according to my charting I have O'd twice. I honestly can't wait for my period to show up. Sometimes it's reassuring I guess.

I will be nervous until I hold a healthy baby in my arms, and I have days where I cry and think how unfair things are, but in the end I can't/won't give up on my dream of being a mom.