I do need to say

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Thank you. All of you. Even if you don't like/know me at all. Thank you. We've been trying to be normal all week and H told me to fall back into a routine I was comfortable with (HA! Yeah..I'll get on that).

I am so grateful to have friends and support from all over the country. It hasn't gotten any easier for us...we still cry and break down (the worst of which is when H realized his dad was 66 years old...the year his Chevelle is...his lucky number..) but I know I have you ladies to come to and I am very much appreciative.

I just wish there was a magical word or phrase I could tell my husband to make the pain go away..I just hate knowing that he is without his best friend and best man at our wedding. I can only hold him and try to ease it and it breaks my heart knowing he isn't feeling much better (he says he's okay but I know him. We BOTH cried during the movie Arthur with Russel Brand when his nanny died). I know he has me and his friends and work (god was he happy to go back to work).

Thinking about all that we have to do now for our personal lives is killing me more...its forcing me to think about it when I really do not want to. I know time heals everything and everything takes time. I just wish I could speed time up.

Anyway...thanks again for letting me let loose and vent and thank you all again for the kind words. I appreciate it.

[blondemoment123]

<3

[mayflowers22]

:heart: You know you can always PM me!

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That's what friends are for

[lizo11]

:heart: Big huge hugs to you both!!

And good luck tomorrow!!

[Deleted]

Thanks Liz H gets to see me at my worst

[lizo11]

That's the joy of "For better or worse"!!

[ILikeSloths]

You've been amazingly strong throughout all of this. Grieving is so hard, and it's good that you and your H have each other. I'm glad you can talk to us, and I hope things start to look up for you both soon.

[sapphire bou]

That's what we're here for!

[sitnspin]

((hugs))

[shorty20]

[MyName]

((hugs))

I'm so sorry you and YH are going through this. It will take a lot of time, but eventually it will get better. Good luck with your surgery! ::quick healing vibes::

[louietunes]

:heart:

[duff]

:heart:

[MissusTexas]

You're welcome. All I expect in return is that loopy video

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Missus he tried. Since my procedure was only 15 minutes the knocked me out in the OR. I have a stoned picture of myself on FB.