Post by ElizabethBennet on Jan 13, 2013 0:36:09 GMT -5
I was supposed to quit smoking on Monday. I reduced my intake the entire week and now it's been about 36 hours or so since my last one. Anyway, I was doing great up until about an hour ago, and I REALLY really want one.
Tell me if I have one now it will be almost impossible to stop after one.
It is worth it. If you have one now it will not be ALMOST impossible, it will BE impossible. Stop this. Chew some gum, exercise, get a hot bath, read a book, straighten out your closet, but forget about the cigarettes.
And if you can't stop thinking about the cigarettes, think about how bad they make your breath smell, and your kisses taste. Think about how that smoke smell gets in your hair, and how your teeth yellow, and your fingers. Think about how it makes the inside of your car smell, and how it clings to your clothing. Think about the sound of that nasty cough smokers have, and how you really don't want to sound like that, ever. Read up on COPD, for which there is no cure, and which is progressive, ends up with you drowning in your own lung fluid. Think about being one of those old ladies who drags around oxygen and can't catch her breath even with oxygen canulas in your nose all the time. Think about dying at seventy instead of eighty five, with the last eight or ten years of your shortened life disabled from heart or lung troubles, instead of being one of those hot, fun old ladies who goes and goes.
Put down that fucking cigarette and don't pick it up again.
I quit a year ago in November. I don't like the idea that smoking one restarts your clock. If you mess up, which you might, get back on the quitting horse. Don't say, oh well, I already failed might as well keep going. I also carried around one cigarette for about three months. It was the last one I was going to smoke, so I kept putting it off until I just threw it away.
And not doing it will be worth it. Every day you don't smoke, your lungs get to heal. You will feel so much better once you are done, but these are the hard times. You are stronger than it, you are.