The good news: The hygroma appears to be resolving itself and shouldn't be an issue. She was moving around a lot which was fun to see (but not fun for the sonographer, haha)
The (really) bad news: It appears likely that there is a major heart defect. The doctor believes he only saw one ventricle when there should be two. I say believes because at 17 weeks it is still a little early to see completely (he said the heart is the size of a pea). We've now been referred to see a pediatric cardiologist on the 29th so he can take a look and let us know what we are looking at (hopefully at 19 weeks it will be far enough along to know to get a definitive answer).
With a defect like that, there is often another genetic defect too. I had an amnio done so that we can test for those. We have to wait a few weeks for the results to come back.
So right now we are back to playing the waiting game. We keep going in circles with good news, bad news. Until we know exactly what type of defect we are looking at, we can't know what kind of quality of life she could have and that is what is important to us in deciding if we continue to go forward or not. DH & I will consider termination if we think the quality of life is too low. It's a decision we've known we might have to make, I just didn't expect to get so far along before having to make it. We'll see what we find out from the cardiologist and from there either have to wait more (if the diagnosis is not clear) or make a decision. Apparently the prime time to see the heart is after 24 weeks, but if we want to legally terminate, it has to be done by then, so we can't wait that long.
Im so tired you guys, I feel like I don't know how much more of this I can take. It seems like it's just one hit after another. Im so tired of worrying, of being upset, of crying, of seeing doctor after doctor. Life sucks sometimes.
Aw, Honey, I'm sorry the ultrasound didn't go as well as hoped and I'm sorry you're having to deal with this emotionally. It must be so incredibly difficult. I hope you get clarity at the appointment on the 29. Lots of love and heart health to Baby Spider.
Honey, I can't even imagine how unbelievably difficult this must be for you. My thoughts are with you, and please vent/cry/scream/hope here as much as you need to. You are a strong, brave woman, and I'm here for you in whatever way I can be. (hug) (hug2)
Post by littlemisschatty on Jan 17, 2013 13:19:21 GMT -5
I am really so sorry that you are dealing with this rollercoaster. I can imagine how incredibly difficult this is for you. I will be praying for all of you.
I'm so so sorry that you guys are going through this and just have to wait for more answers. I hope you can get those answers at your next appointment, so you can just move forward. Thinking and praying for you!
Post by iheartvino on Jan 17, 2013 15:48:14 GMT -5
T&Ps for you and your little baby.
This is kind of creepy, but I remember when I started lurking on the Getting Pregnant board on The Nest that there was a girl who had a baby with a heart defect. God forbid it comes to this, but I believe she and her H decided to terminate the pregnancy, due to quality of life issues. I know that GP on TN is still pretty active, if you wanted to try to reach out to her, if you are forced to try to weigh that decision. She might be a good person to talk through things about.
Post by jessuhmarie on Jan 20, 2013 19:49:48 GMT -5
I am so incredibly sorry ): I can't even begin to imagine what you are going through. My thoughts will be with you and your husband and I will be hoping the best for your little one. I am so sorry!