Ugh, guys. My brother...

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Who is fucking 50 by the way,

got ANOTHER ticket.. He says he was pulled over for running over a curb.  He was looking for something in the glove compartment.  Of course, this isn't true.  I'm sure he was ticketed for DUI (again).  He has a long history of alcohol and substance abuse and has been in trouble I don't even know how many times.  My parents just keep bailing him out (I've stopped trying to talk to them about it.  They won't hear it).  I only speak to him if he happens to stop by when we are visiting home.  I don't even know the last time I spoke to him.  It's been well over a year.  He's so clearly mentally ill and just keeps going around and around with this cycle.  He's got hep C and uncontrolled diabetes and I just keep expecting my sister to call one day and tell me that he's dead.  My biggest fear is that I will be relieved if this finally happens.  How horrible is that?