Oh, BTW, I'm back :(

[HoneySpider]

It's been a few months since I've been over on this board so I see some familiar faces (hi guys!) and a bunch of new ones.

I'm going to be posting over here again even though we are not technically TTC right now. The short version of my story is I got pregnant in October, had a very difficult/stressful/painful/emotional pregnancy that resulted in a D&E last week at 20 weeks because our baby girl had a rare chromosome mutation that caused a lot of defects and also major heart issues that would have resulted in an extremely low quality of life.

I'm recovering physically and emotionally now and while it seems weird, I'm actually excited about being able to TTC again in a few months whenever my body is ready and we are ready emotionally as a couple. But, I figure I will probably be joining in here on the board again while I wait for my period to come back and my cycles to return to normal.

   

[annabear07]

((Hugs)) for what you have been through. I hope you are recovering as well as you can. I'm new since you left (I think) but I lurk on MMM everyonce in a while. Anyways welcome (back)!

[awick14]

((Hugs))

I'm sorry you found yourself back here. But you are very wise and it will be nice to have you posting again.

Again I'm so sorry for your lose.

[thatgirl2478]

I'm sorry you're back here, I can only imagine the emotional & physical pain you've been put through. I hope you heal quickly. ((hugs))

[simpsongal]

I'm so sorry for your loss. We're so happy to have you here. We keep it pretty light - I hope you find the newbie questions (e.g., reading your chart after 4 days) and occasionally silly topics (e.g., Christmas babies) entertaining.

[belovedbride07]

::Hugs::

I'm sorry for your loss. Of course, welcome back to the group.

[bazinga]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Welcome back.

[FastHands]

Uuuugh I am so sorry, HS.
This is a weird place where the people you like the most, it's even more sad to see them again! Here's hoping that you are only here as long as you need to be for physical/emotional health and that you get back on your way soon after!

[VillainV]

Oh Honey, I'm so sorry for your loss! But I'm glad you found your way back to us. I know we badmouth The Bump a lot, but the loss boards on there have been really great for me.

[HoneySpider]

Thanks guys, hopefully we won't be spending too much time together!

villain, I haven't ventured over there yet but I definitely might, I am glad to hear they have been positive for you.

[vmars]

I am so sorry for your loss. We are here for you and to listen to you. I hope once AF is back you don't have to wait too long for your bfp.

[Deleted]

honeyspider-I'm so sorry for your loss and the difficult time you've been through. Hope your stay here is short and sweet.

[kdubs923]

I've lurked over on MMM and have followed your story. I'm so very sorry for your loss. My bff had the same experience, (similar genetic mutation) during her second pregnancy. I know it takes such a huge emotional toll, but you sound like you're coping as well as can be expected. Please take care of yourself. *hugs*

[kateross]

(hug) (hug2)

[thoseareradishes]

I'm really sorry Honey.

[KaraOrNot]

Hugs, Honey.

[magpie]

I'm so sorry to hear about your loss Honey. I hope that I get to see a bfp post from you sometime in the not too far off future. I remember, yours was the first post here that really brought me tears of happiness. Hugs to your and your H.

[Cricket0619]

Oh no! I am so so sorry.

[tarheels]

Oh no! I'm so sorry to hear it, honey! Hugs to you.

[Deleted]

i'm so sorry. i know you don't know me, but my heart is heavy for you.