Pensplosion

[btay]

For some odd reason I had stuck a pen in my coat pocket over the weekend.  Well of course it exploded and my entire pocket is now inky.  I keep forgetting and putting my hand in there for something and now my hand is blue.  This is the story of my day so far.  How is everyone else doing?

[biomaj5]

Blue is a lovely color!

I'm all angsty today because I'm fed up with walmart but I feel like it would be irresponsible to quit after a year when I'm so close to the goal. We should have the car paid off around mid-March. I'm not sure I can survive another day.

[bugandbibs]

I am feeling like a bitter infertile. 2 co-workers casually slipped in that they are pregnant while talking today and I dealt with two pregnant teenagers.

Oddly, I'm feeling relieved that MH is out of town this week. I should be ovulating soon, and I won't have to think about ttc/TTA this cycle. Part of me wants to ttc, while another part realizes that a November baby wouldn't be super great timing wise. And then there's the part of my brain that says it doesn't matter anyway since we will probably loose this baby too.

I am officially crazy.

[btay]

Feb 19, 2013 14:57:50 GMT -5 biomaj5 said:

Blue is a lovely color!

I'm all angsty today because I'm fed up with walmart but I feel like it would be irresponsible to quit after a year when I'm so close to the goal. We should have the car paid off around mid-March. I'm not sure I can survive another day.

You are so close!!  You can do it, though I don't think I could survive a day at Walmart. 

[btay]

Feb 19, 2013 16:33:08 GMT -5 bugandbibs said:

I am feeling like a bitter infertile. 2 co-workers casually slipped in that they are pregnant while talking today and I dealt with two pregnant teenagers.

Oddly, I'm feeling relieved that MH is out of town this week. I should be ovulating soon, and I won't have to think about ttc/TTA this cycle. Part of me wants to ttc, while another part realizes that a November baby wouldn't be super great timing wise. And then there's the part of my brain that says it doesn't matter anyway since we will probably loose this baby too.

I am officially crazy.

We all have those days.  Just the other day I was thinking I should just go ahead and do the FET since it won't work anyways and then I won't have to pay for embryo storage.  ((()))

[themysteriouswife]

I had a slow day and got sent home. I am over crazy people. Nothing interesting going on.

[kelle017]

Feb 19, 2013 16:33:08 GMT -5 bugandbibs said:

I am feeling like a bitter infertile. 2 co-workers casually slipped in that they are pregnant while talking today and I dealt with two pregnant teenagers.

Oddly, I'm feeling relieved that MH is out of town this week. I should be ovulating soon, and I won't have to think about ttc/TTA this cycle. Part of me wants to ttc, while another part realizes that a November baby wouldn't be super great timing wise. And then there's the part of my brain that says it doesn't matter anyway since we will probably loose this baby too.

I am officially crazy.

I'm sorry.  (Hugs)

[bugandbibs]

btay I'm glad I have a little company on the crazy train.

[gogadgetgo]

(((Hugs to all)))

[biomaj5]

Feb 19, 2013 16:33:08 GMT -5 bugandbibs said:

I am feeling like a bitter infertile. 2 co-workers casually slipped in that they are pregnant while talking today and I dealt with two pregnant teenagers.

Oddly, I'm feeling relieved that MH is out of town this week. I should be ovulating soon, and I won't have to think about ttc/TTA this cycle. Part of me wants to ttc, while another part realizes that a November baby wouldn't be super great timing wise. And then there's the part of my brain that says it doesn't matter anyway since we will probably loose this baby too.

I am officially crazy.

((hugs)) and dude I feel ya. I'm more bitter these days than not.

[bugandbibs]

Feb 21, 2013 9:23:09 GMT -5 biomaj5 said:

Feb 19, 2013 16:33:08 GMT -5 bugandbibs said:

I am feeling like a bitter infertile. 2 co-workers casually slipped in that they are pregnant while talking today and I dealt with two pregnant teenagers.

Oddly, I'm feeling relieved that MH is out of town this week. I should be ovulating soon, and I won't have to think about ttc/TTA this cycle. Part of me wants to ttc, while another part realizes that a November baby wouldn't be super great timing wise. And then there's the part of my brain that says it doesn't matter anyway since we will probably loose this baby too.

I am officially crazy.

((hugs)) and dude I feel ya. I'm more bitter these days than not.

((hugs back)). My first thought when I typed this was, "I bet Bio knows what I mean".

[biomaj5]

Feb 21, 2013 11:12:46 GMT -5 bugandbibs said:

Feb 21, 2013 9:23:09 GMT -5 biomaj5 said:

((hugs)) and dude I feel ya. I'm more bitter these days than not.

((hugs back)). My first thought when I typed this was, "I bet Bio knows what I mean".

Sigh. I wish no one knew how this feels. 

[biomaj5]

Um, sorry for the threadjack. Um, weren't we talking about pens? I hate gel pens, but I have a hot pink pilot gel pen that I use to mark in the clinic lab notebook when I've entered stuff into the database so I can go back and visually verified that I did it. I don't know why I like this particular pen.

Also, I'm addicted to baby carrots. And I'm random. Whhhhheeeee, squirrel.

(I totally believe that humor is a defense mechanism, btw)