Post by Alwaysabridesmaidf on Jun 7, 2012 15:23:25 GMT -5
Someone I was super close with in high school died last week. It sucks. One of the suckier parts of the whole thing is that I talk to NO ONE from that time in my life. I had even lost touch with him (we reconnected shortly thanks to fb). Anyways. This week has been awful. There is no one in my life that I can share the giref with. No one that understands how close we were and how much this hurts. H has been great, but he can't really understand. Tonight is the wake. I am going alone. I told H I didn't want him to go. I hate dragging him to the wakes of people he doesn't know. I wish I still talked to someone that's going to be there. This sucks!
I am so sorry. One of my closest GF's from HS died when I was 20. Despite the number of years that have passed, I still cry about it all the time. Especially because I am still friends with her sister and I get reminded of my friend often when I talk to her.
The first person to die from my graduating class passed at the end of January this year. I wasn't particularly close to him, but it is hard to know that he was so close to my age and my place in life. I will be praying that the night is as easy as possible for you.
Post by Alwaysabridesmaidf on Jun 8, 2012 12:54:51 GMT -5
Thank you all. I was in line for 3 hours but I made a friend so it made time pass pretty easily. The funeral today was awful. Thank you all for thinking of me.
My closest friend from when In lived in CA (2003 - 2007) died last month. She was in her 30's and was getting married in August. It was shocking. I couldn't go to the funeral since it was in CA. The whole thing is surreal. My T&P are with you.
Post by Alwaysabridesmaidf on Jun 8, 2012 14:15:41 GMT -5
Such sad stories. He was a police officer so everthing was amazing but I serously thought I couldn't take anymore after they did the "last radio call" and retired his badge number. I came back to work after which was dumb. Oh well
Such sad stories. He was a police officer so everthing was amazing but I serously thought I couldn't take anymore after they did the "last radio call" and retired his badge number. I came back to work after which was dumb. Oh well
My H had to work a policeman's funeral awhile ago. The man was a DE cop and it had been quite sometime since they lost one of their own. He said that playing the last call was just so, so tough to hear and he didn't even know the man. I could not even imagine. My H didn't keep a dry eye.