I'm physically fine. But I went from just being overwhelmed today to spiraling deep to a dark place. So I'm back in l&d for now. They're getting a social worker to talk to me. Psych to change my meds. I've bawled all day. I don't think I'm admitted. My sisters are selfish assholes I'll explain later. My dad is not the same. Hes lost a lot of who he was. It was hard to see him today. Not much battery left so going to power down phone. Will update later or tomorrow.
I'm so sorry that you're struggling, Mudslide. You are so incredibly strong, and it's great that you recognized that you need help and reached out for it. (((((Mud)))))
Oh mudslide. I'm sorry. The fucking hormones are the devil. I cried for two weeks every day when Logan was first born. It's tough but you'll be ok. Take it easy on yourself.
Hugs, mudslide. You're a freaking superhero for the way you've handled everything you've gone through. PP hormones are a mothereffing bitch. Everything will get so much better. Just take it hour by hour and day by day.
Hang in there. I know it feels like it won't get better but sweetie, it will. You have been stuck in that hospital under a lot of stress after a really hard pregnancy, and hormones really are no joke. You have done an incredible job and you are in the right place to get help. There are a lot of women here who have been to that dark place and nothing you are thinking or feeling will shock us. Take care.
((mudslide)) Good for you for recognizing it and taking action so fast. Don't be too hard on yourself. You've been through more in the past few months than most people do in a lifetime.