It will air again, it's on slice a bunch more times.
Oh that's too bad you missed it! It was so bizarre! Gary is taking it so gracefully, I watched the Morning Show (the whole cast was there) and he is being amazing about it. He says he was never in it for the money, he just wanted there to be role model for "girls, boys and girly boys" out there. He gave a great speech to kids about holding in there, just get through school and then you can be your fabulous self.
Emmett is a sore loser, big time. He was going about Gary doesn't deserve it because he was voted back in and didn't deserve a second change. Emmett is the one who gave him a THIRD chance so whatever, emmett, suck it.
I think Jillian doesn't know what to think, she's just glad she won.