Nursewife!

[nursewife]

You are so sweet. I honestly would love a card (I LOVE cards) since I felt like shit mom #1 all week. I'm pretty calm about family shit. I think being in the hospital will be a good place to sit down with H's family and figure out a game plan. I've got a lot of support from my close friends at work that really helped this week.

I'm getting nervous about surgery and can't sleep. I've got up, did my feet, shaved my legs and packed a couple more things in my bag. The doc I worked with today said I don't need luck, since a skilled surgeon like mine is so good, he doesn't need luck. They were so encouraging. I'm just scared about that if this doesn't work and I'm in chronic pain still. I just really want this to be done with, preferably hooked up to a pain pump, sleeping.

Thanks for asking, you are so sweet and kind. I'll PM you!