And I'm very proud of myself. I'm not looking for anything serious since I'm recently separated but a guy was totally hitting on me tonight so I took a chance and gave him my number, unsolicited. And it was very well received.
Did I mention he's probably 22-23? I am, um, not....Try 13-14 years older than him. Eek!
I wasn't really a 'dating' type person in HS, college, law school, adult life and my husband was only my 2nd long term relationship. I'm a bigger girl and have self esteem issues and the thought of having to date again has been something that fills me with dread. And even if this guy doesn't call, it was a very self affirming night.