I mentioned going in for "awful cramping" and "sharp pain" and my H gave me an awful look. I went and bought tons more tests and took one. It's a BFP - it is a blue dye test and I know they suck, it was just a cheapie I threw in my cart. I'll test with the digital tomorrow morning.
Maybe I was testing too early and they really were some bad tests and now I'm getting real BFP's. This is confusing and dramatic. Ahh.
ETA: just took a pink dye for Laura and it is a BFP too.
I mentioned going in for "awful cramping" and "sharp pain" and my H gave me an awful look. I went and bought tons more tests and took one. It's a BFP - it is a blue dye test and I know they suck, it was just a cheapie I threw in my cart. I'll test with the digital tomorrow morning.
Maybe I was testing too early and they really were some bad tests and now I'm getting real BFP's. This is confusing and dramatic. Ahh.
ETA: just took a pink dye for Laura and it is a BFP too.
Girlfriend, you are pregnant! Accept those BFPs and enjoy your weekend
I mentioned going in for "awful cramping" and "sharp pain" and my H gave me an awful look. I went and bought tons more tests and took one. It's a BFP - it is a blue dye test and I know they suck, it was just a cheapie I threw in my cart. I'll test with the digital tomorrow morning.
Maybe I was testing too early and they really were some bad tests and now I'm getting real BFP's. This is confusing and dramatic. Ahh.
ETA: just took a pink dye for Laura and it is a BFP too.
I mentioned going in for "awful cramping" and "sharp pain" and my H gave me an awful look. I went and bought tons more tests and took one. It's a BFP - it is a blue dye test and I know they suck, it was just a cheapie I threw in my cart. I'll test with the digital tomorrow morning.
Maybe I was testing too early and they really were some bad tests and now I'm getting real BFP's. This is confusing and dramatic. Ahh.
ETA: just took a pink dye for Laura and it is a BFP too.
Lol at you taking the pink dye for me. What can I say, I'm a pee pushing, line analyzing addict. You should post your pink dye positive!
I mentioned going in for "awful cramping" and "sharp pain" and my H gave me an awful look. I went and bought tons more tests and took one. It's a BFP - it is a blue dye test and I know they suck, it was just a cheapie I threw in my cart. I'll test with the digital tomorrow morning.
Maybe I was testing too early and they really were some bad tests and now I'm getting real BFP's. This is confusing and dramatic. Ahh.
ETA: just took a pink dye for Laura and it is a BFP too.
Lol at you taking the pink dye for me. What can I say, I'm a pee pushing, line analyzing addict. You should post your pink dye positive!
What the ever loving fuck? The + and - digital pic is crazy, however that new pink dye test looks positive. I definitely see a line. I hope this pregnancy test roller coaster evens out soon.
Post by Faevantastic on Jun 1, 2013 22:20:45 GMT -5
Holy crap! What a crazy day you've had. Don't ever worry about sounding crazy to us. You don't and this is totally understandable. We're here for you! Congrats on your BFP!!
Yes, all pregnant. Though I am very crampy today. I want to know what the deal was last week. I was in a lot of pain and now I'm just confused.
I'm not trying to sound like a brat but I am having a hard time with this. It's just too many ups and downs. I just sad. No other feelings but that. I am so angry at myself for feeling that way but in light of what we thought was a m/c, we decided to push off TTC plans for a few months to focus on Colin, my dad, ourselves. I had rationalized every reason in my head when I thought I was having a m/c as to why one baby is best and that it wasn't meant to be right now and I was okay. I was upset, of course, but now everything I told myself to get through my sadness is turned upside down. Just hard to grasp, I guess. Maybe things will be easier on me emotionally after I go see my doctor.
eta: annnnd I do want to say thank you all for all the love. It means a lot. I know it'll be okay. I just feel confused/scared/anxious. It will pass.
You're feelings are totally okay! I can't imagine how emotional this all must be. If it ends up you're not pregnant then you have reason to be okay with that. If it ends up you are pregnant then you have 8 months to adjust to the idea. It will all be okay!
I am just now seeing this. Eav, you are totally justified to be feeling the way you are. Thinking you had a m/c...that is tough. I cant imagine getting through that, and then finding out you didnt? Insane. I mean, its a GOOD insane, but still. That is harsh. I bet going to the doctor and knowing it really IS real, will be better. Its ok if it takes awhile to get used to the idea again, but like ladybug said, you have 8 months!! (((((((hugs)))))))))
You're feelings are totally okay! I can't imagine how emotional this all must be. If it ends up you're not pregnant then you have reason to be okay with that. If it ends up you are pregnant then you have 8 months to adjust to the idea. It will all be okay!
This! Hope your are able to see the doc tomorrow. Good luck and hugs!