Post by sunshineray on Jun 5, 2013 20:49:10 GMT -5
I had my last cigarette at 2pm yesterday. Today, I have gone between raging and damn near crying. Someone please tell me this gets better!! I don't really feel physical symptoms right now, but the mental shit is killing me.
H is a smoker, so it's been a difficult evening. He's supportive, but since he's not trying to quit it's not all that helpful.
Also, I'm drinking, which I know doesn't help, but I sure as fuck wasn't giving up both my vices at the same time.
If anyone has success stories, suggestions, hair pats, whatever, I'll take them all.
Post by sunshineray on Jun 5, 2013 21:05:51 GMT -5
I'm going back and forth on whether to just have a drag, or one cigarette, or just fucking go to bed so I can start tomorrow already. And then it's like, what the hell was the point of putting myself through this if I'm just going to smoke? I'm just stubborn like that I guess. Thanks everyone.
Post by sunshineray on Jun 5, 2013 21:09:26 GMT -5
I made a list yesterday of reasons to quit. Including, but not limited to: it's not attractive, it smells, it's expensive, I need to set a good example for DD. I had others but they escape me at the moment.