Update/ abortion/ pregnancy

[ravenb1111]

If anybody cares or was wondering, I'll give you an update..


Not pregnant, it literally took my body 10 weeks to read 'normal again'. Didn't think I was pregnant since we only had unprotected sex twice after everything ( in emotional mind state and completely stupid move, as you all said as well) but you know anything is possible. Now that my hormones have calmed down and I started writing, working out and putting more energy into work, I can see alot more clearly now. I feel alot better. Still coping with my choice to not have have the child but it doesn't consume me everyday. We are actually working really hard right with getting some misc stuff in order ( last few little stupid credit cards with 2 or 300$ left paid off, and making sure everything with his dad will be ok if and when we have a child, he will be ok and so on) so maybe this time next year when we see where we are, hopefully we will be ready. So for now we are just focusing on his daughter and making sure she's comfortable with living between to states and trying to make sure the relationship we have with her mother doesn't get more complicated then she already makes it at times :/

[wrathofkuus]

I'm pleased by this update.

[ravenb1111]

Thanks.. Sometimes all you need is hormones to get in check and time to yourself to think clearly..

[compassrose]

I'm glad to hear things are getting better! Hormones can really put you in a crazy state. Good luck getting everything in order. I'm sure it will be a relief to be able to cross that stuff of your list.