My first therapy appointment since leaving H is tomorrow. I will definitely be relieved to sort all this mess out with someone. I mean I feel like I'm doing pretty well, but I just know that a professional will help me to be the happiest and healthiest. And I'm in such an awkward place right now because I'm starting to feel like maybe I want to date regularly and be in a relationship, but I KNOW I'm not ready. In fact, I think I probably just need a break from men altogether. I hope this lady is ready for an ear full.