I'm going to be okay...

[usedtobebear]

I just had a wave of relief come over me, that I am going to be okay after this is over, just had to share. I've been struggling hard the past 5 days.

My company just posted a job in London that I would probably get if I applied. I'm not ready to make that big of a committment and uproot myself (YET), but knowing that there are opportunities in this world waiting for me once this divorce is final and I sell my house is such a good feeling.

I was not put on this earth to support and worry about my DH. I can't wait until this is over. I am going to be okay, HOORAY~~

Now I just need to actually file for divorce and start painting my house to get it ready to be sold, my realtor friend is telling me I need to paint neutral in a few of my rooms, I guest having a red room isn't in high demand these days, lol.

[compassrose]

My roommate just bought a house with a red dining room, and it's one of the only rooms that won't be repainted!

I vote apply for the london job : ) Change is amazing at this point.

[Deleted]

I vote apply for the London job too:)

[letyourselfgo]

Apply....you never know: It may a blessing in disguise.

[heyney]

Another vote for London!

[usedtobebear]

Jun 13, 2012 17:26:35 GMT -5 @pdx18 said:

I vote apply for the London job too:)

Stop it, you're giving me anxiety, lol... j/k. No, it's too soon, I need more time to sort out my current situation. Plus I'm not sure I could really leave all my friends and family at this point. But, the idea that there will be future possibilities makes me smile.

Also, I e-mailed my manager about it and he said I would be excellent but he has other plans for me. I said okay I hope they're better than moving to London, ha ha.

[usedtobebear]

Jun 13, 2012 17:33:44 GMT -5 heyney said:

Another vote for London!

OMG, you guys are all giving me anxiety, lol! I appreciate the support, so happy I found this board, you ladies are the Best!