Thanks everyone (how great you are being is making me weepy too). This is really hard and I don't have anyone I can talk to about it because none of my friends/family have dealt with IF.
(I know this is irrational) Sometimes I feel like I am somehow paying for trying to do things right. I was the double safety girl when I was single and dating. I waited for the right guy and we got married a month before I turned 38 (so already older for a first time mom). Then we waited to get financially stable/settled. And now we are where we are.
(and I know this is even more irrational) I get angry because I feel like DH is a little more lackadasical (sp?) about the whole thing because he already has 3 kids. I feel like screaming at him that if I had gotten married right out of high school and apparently didn't know how birth control worked even after two previous "oops" pregnancies I would have had 3 kids in 4 years too.
Sigh. I think I need to go home and pet my dog's ears. That always maked me feel better.
(((HUGS))) I have no words of wisdom. I'm sorry you're struggling.
Dancing girl is feeling reeeeeally good about her moves
I think my favorite part is when she grabs the old guy to dance with her and then forgets he's there.
I would be so pissed if I were the bride. omg.
I would have strangled that chick if I was the bride. How much do you want to bet she's the crazy alcoholic cousin everybody talks really awkwardly about now?
our library hosted a "giant water inflatables" day. right at the end, jonah climbed to the top of the biggest slide and got stuck. total crying freak-out. i had to leave ryan with a librarian (cue crazy screaming about being left)and climb up in my clothes and slide down with jonah in my lap down to the pool at the bottom. i was soaked and embarrassed and had to drive home soaked.
Aw, I wish you lived here and we could be friends. I once had to climb all the way to the top of one of those McDonald's playscapes to "rescue" DD. I get clausterphobic. It wasn't pretty. But at least I wasn't soaking wet.
They have all these areas to climb and explore, and one part was shaped like a bird cage. He ran off, and got stuck in the "bird cage" and was crying for his dad.
I want a makeover, but I'm not talking about having my hair and makeup professionally done. I want, like, an EXTREME makeover. Lol.
I dont want to sound too creepy but from the pips you have posted you are super pretty and dont need any makeover
Haha, thanks . I just feel so frumpy lately. My hair is always frazzled, my nails look like crap, I need to whiten my teeth....and this was going on before I had the baby, so I can't even use him as an excuse. Lol.
Post by Saint Monica on Jun 24, 2013 17:20:23 GMT -5
It bums me out that people are so skeptical of things people post. If I posted even 1/4 of the things going on in my life from 06/2009 to the present people would be classifying me as llb/jlm/simplepeng/othertypeofepicmess
I would have strangled that chick if I was the bride. How much do you want to bet she's the crazy alcoholic cousin everybody talks really awkwardly about now?
Lol.. The video isn't actually real. It was from an ad campaign.
DH and KHC just left for work/day camp. My confession is that I was a bit jealous. LOL. It's been five weeks and I'm ready to go back to work. Is that terrible? I feel like a bad mother.
Not terrible. I took an 8 week leave, went back for the last 3 weeks ofthe school year, and now I have the summer off. Sometimes I get really jealous when h goes to work.
We took M to see Monsters University yesterday. It was her first movie experience. She was NOT a fan. She loved the movie but hated being stuck in her seat, hated having to be quiet and really hated when she ran out of popcorn. LOL
I'm tired of working all the time. Why must life be so expensive?
I had the exact same experience with DS today, minus the popcorn. I think he was a little overwhelmed.