vents & whines - air your grievances here

[Saint Monica]

Also I dont want it to rain tomorrow

[Deleted]

I hate my job and I'm pissed/embarrassed that the place I went on a working interview for didn't hire me. Or even let me know either way (like they said they would) or respond to my inquiry.

Ugh it's such a fucking discouraging day. I guess running around in 90 degree weather getting the exact perfect right Thank You card for my boss will do that. Fuck.

[iamgrace]

It's hot as hell here. I wish it would rain.

[Kit]

My job bores me. I am unchallenged, I'm not always busy enough, and I'm likely overpaid.

[Saint Monica]

Jun 24, 2013 16:23:05 GMT -5 ninjabridemom said:

working interview

Those fucking suck.  I will never do one of those again.  When I did one they didnt tell me in advance.  It was fucking awful.

[Deleted]

I'm hot and tired and hungry. Wah!

[Deleted]

Oh jeez that really blows. I was prepared but it was seriously like nose-to-the-grind work I met with the dude for 10 mins after.

I really feel now that he just took advantage and used me to get some shit done. Like, really, you can't even reply to me? C'mon.

I got paid a shitton for it, though, so whatever I guess.

[wowhead]

I'm super emo today. Every stupid thing is putting me at the verge of tears. Even an episode of ER that I've seen at least 10 times.

[lust2hart]

I've never heard of a working interview. Do they make you perform job duties and evaluate you or something?

I have found one thing that I really, really don't like about my job - summer events. I can't wait until the last week of July!

My hips/legs hurt and I can't work out the way I want to. It's really bumming me out.

[Deleted]

Jun 24, 2013 16:30:14 GMT -5 lust2hart said:

I've never heard of a working interview. Do they make you perform job duties and evaluate you or something?

Well this one was.  I did work I would have been doing had I gotten the job, which was easy writing stuff.  He said "We will look over your work and let you know either way."  But I enjoyed it!  And could see myself enjoying it.  And fuck it beats being Ms PhD's personal assistant.

Womp womp.

[missanne]

My sitter gave me one weeks notice that she is moving. I just started this new job & I feel like I'm letting them down. Ugh.

[Ruby Gloom]

I took my sister for a CT scan on Friday because all of her lymph nodes have been swollen since April. The results won't be in until tomorrow and we're really freaking out.

We promised each other not to Google the possibilities, but broke that promise at almost the same time and I'm having a hard time holding it together. Of course, so is she.

I have become a crybaby, she is just mean as hell. Lol.

[Saint Monica]

hugs to everyone

[vicky]

i just caught my nipple with my nail as I put my sports bra on. it really fucking hurt.

[vicky]

hugs for you to, St. M.

[penelope]

I hate my fucking job and was offered a different one last week. Unfortunately, there were issues with the health insurance and I just couldn't accept the position.

My boss is the stupidest fucking person I have ever met, and if she calls me 'dear' or says 'Yay!!' one more time I am going to stab her in the eye with dull instrument.

I think I have a really shitty attitude now.

[disappointedkittens]

I was off work on friday and I came in today and noticed a poster in the elevator saying that our floor is hosting a lunch and to please see me for tickets. I have no tickets, and really don't want a bunch of people bothering me to buy tickets, and had no idea we were even doing this. Plus they booked it for a day I have a doctor's appointment in the morning so I'll have to experience a morning of unpleasant poking, and then go to work make people taco-in-a-bag's. Whine!!!!!

[shopgirl07]

I'm a tub of lard right now and I just ordered Chinese food.

Sorry about your apartment St. M. Having to move in a hurry sucks.

[missajane]

I am having more health issues.  I fucking hate health issues.  It's been going on almost 4 years and things are getting worse.

I am now not allowed to lift anything more than 10 lbs.  I can't run, exercise, jump, etc etc.

Then they hit me with the big news.  They think I shouldn't ever have kids.  We were just getting ready to start trying.  If I try I could die, or the child could die, or it could be premature, or it could screw me up royally.  I cried.  It was ugly.

We waited.  To be responsible.  My brother's GF got pregnant (she ended up losing it) at 17 last year.  Her two best friends are due in the next two months.  I should have just been 16 and pregnant to solve all these issues.  

I'm feeling sorry for myself.  It's dumb.

[wowhead]

Jun 24, 2013 16:49:29 GMT -5 missajane said:

I am having more health issues.  I fucking hate health issues.  It's been going on almost 4 years and things are getting worse.

I am now not allowed to lift anything more than 10 lbs.  I can't run, exercise, jump, etc etc.

Then they hit me with the big news.  They think I shouldn't ever have kids.  We were just getting ready to start trying.  If I try I could die, or the child could die, or it could be premature, or it could screw me up royally.  I cried.  It was ugly.

We waited.  To be responsible.  My brother's GF got pregnant (she ended up losing it) at 17 last year.  Her two best friends are due in the next two months.  I should have just been 16 and pregnant to solve all these issues.  

I'm feeling sorry for myself.  It's dumb.

Hugs!!  It's not dumb.  It just freaking sucks!!

[AHappierHour]

Jun 24, 2013 16:49:29 GMT -5 missajane said:

I am having more health issues.  I fucking hate health issues.  It's been going on almost 4 years and things are getting worse.

I am now not allowed to lift anything more than 10 lbs.  I can't run, exercise, jump, etc etc.

Then they hit me with the big news.  They think I shouldn't ever have kids.  We were just getting ready to start trying.  If I try I could die, or the child could die, or it could be premature, or it could screw me up royally.  I cried.  It was ugly.

We waited.  To be responsible.  My brother's GF got pregnant (she ended up losing it) at 17 last year.  Her two best friends are due in the next two months.  I should have just been 16 and pregnant to solve all these issues.  

I'm feeling sorry for myself.  It's dumb.

I'm so sorry ((hugs))

[Ruby Gloom]

Jun 24, 2013 16:42:07 GMT -5 mofongo said:

Jun 24, 2013 16:35:21 GMT -5 Ruby Gloom said:

I took my sister for a CT scan on Friday because all of her lymph nodes have been swollen since April. The results won't be in until tomorrow and we're really freaking out.

We promised each other not to Google the possibilities, but broke that promise at almost the same time and I'm having a hard time holding it together. Of course, so is she.

I have become a crybaby, she is just mean as hell. Lol.

I'm sorry Ruby:( Waiting is the absolute worst. I know it's hard to not let your mind go there but there really are a lot of reasons for swollen lymph nodes. Has she had any other testing done?

She has had a complete physical, a colonoscopy and the scope where they go down the throat (unrelated-for some unexplained bleeding) and a mammogram. Everything so far is clear.
She feels completely healthy.

This sister is my best female friend. We've been through a lot together, and her family has been through a LOT this year.

[Ruby Gloom]

Hugs & a glass of really good wine to all of you !

[wowhead]

I have another one. After 6 weeks of physical therapy and a cortisone shot last Thursday, my shoulder still hurts! Also, I've had a muscle twitch in my hand for days. It's so hard to fall asleep when your finger is moving on its own.

I'm just a big fat whiner today.

[missajane]

mofongo - My diaphram keeps breaking down.  So my stomach ends up around my chest.  They've stitched it once, added dead people tissue once and now everything is all scarred up and it still ripped.  People are like "oh yeah, I've had a hernia before.  It's not really that big of a deal."  And it isn't.  Except when it is.  You know, like taking a deep breath (I can't), eating food (it gets stuck in the part of my stomach in my chest and then is painful), etc.

And I'm really young for this (I'm 31 - but still).  It could kill me (although, so could driving my car...) if my stomach twists.  For now I'm seeing yet another specialist.  Philly here I come!

[missajane]

Ruby Gloom - I hope it's something simple for your sister.  The internet is a bad awful place of terrible people that only want to scare the crap out of you.  And I don't just mean THIS site, I mean those medical sites too.

[LeggsBenedict]

I will just echo everyone who hates their job, but you all already knew that.

I'm hot. Everything is sweaty. I hate not having air conditioning and it's only June.

Today marks one month until H comes home, and I am just over it already. Come home NOW.

I could use some new clothes, so I'm not wearing the same 5 or 6 outfits all of the time, but that isn't going to happen any time soon. I'm grumpy about it. Also, I was planning on having lost 6 or 7 pounds by now (out of 20) but then all my stupid health problems happened and my self esteem is in the gutter. whine whine whine.


missajane I am so sorry. hugs.

[Deleted]

My throat hurts.

[missajane]

Jun 24, 2013 17:18:09 GMT -5 LeggsBenedict said:

I will just echo everyone who hates their job, but you all already knew that.

I'm hot. Everything is sweaty. I hate not having air conditioning and it's only June.

Today marks one month until H comes home, and I am just over it already. Come home NOW.

I could use some new clothes, so I'm not wearing the same 5 or 6 outfits all of the time, but that isn't going to happen any time soon. I'm grumpy about it. Also, I was planning on having lost 6 or 7 pounds by now (out of 20) but then all my stupid health problems happened and my self esteem is in the gutter. whine whine whine.


missajane I am so sorry. hugs.

What size are you?  I am a clothes whore and could probably help you out if you want some new stuff.

[missajane]

@gypsy - I don't know what AMA is.  I've been told that there is a very itty bitty small tiny chance we could try, but the risks would be really high.  I see a new specialist on July 18th.  I will know more then, but this whole waiting and worrying and wondering is messing with my otherwise positive attitude.