My dad sent me a text last night asking if I want to drive him to Seattle this weekend. He does a bike race from Seattle to Portland every year. Do I want to do that? I am not sure...
My eyes are so itchy this morning.
Boyfriend bought me the most beautiful quilted moto jacket on Sunday. He deserves a lot of good things.
My phone screen protector got super fucked IP yesterday. It is time to employ the lifetime warantee!
cuddlyevil I think that's understandable. It's part of the process.
My random is that my right thumb keeps twitching randomly. I emailed my doctor's office and they told me to come in and be seen, but there's nothing available until mid-August. Which is silly. So I called my chiropractor to see if he can help.
I forgot to tell you tiramisu that we are not going to PA until labor day now. I'm bummed I will miss you.
cuddlyevil, I think that's understandable considering how long you have been in this marriage. Just try not to let what you wish would happen cloud what actually happens.
Post by starrieskies on Jul 9, 2013 13:24:31 GMT -5
captainmel, take your dad and then meet me for lunch! I live right in between Seattle and Portland!
cuddlyevil, Everything has already been said that I would like to say, but I have a never ending supply of hugs, hair pats, and drinks for you if it helps...
I think I may have to high five someone's face. I'm really having an awful day today and NOTHING is working out! Do you think anyone at work would care if I went and got a drink on my lunch break?
cuddlyevil, hugs, you are going through a process and it is hard. Your feelings are normal.
starrieskies - he is doing a bike ride from Seattle to Portland! I would love to do lunch, it would be perfect. I will keep you updated when I have more details.
my random - PF's in a hitting phase. Whenever I tell her "no hitting. Use gentle touches. Show me gentle touches" she strokes my boobs. Am I raising a tiny perv?
Post by starrieskies on Jul 9, 2013 15:02:11 GMT -5
LOL! Dixie! that reminds me... The other day DS was playing with his Buzz Lightyear camera toy. He came in the kitchen and pretended to take a picture of my butt and the camera (it talks) said "Impressive Communicator!" I laughed so hard!
R and I are going to a paint-and-sip thing tonight. I'm gonna get slizzered off the wine DL gave me. (Was that proper use of the word slizzered?)
doglove gave you wine? Homemade wine? I am jealous. Where is mine?
cuddlyevil, I am proud of you for taking steps to move forward. Be proactive. Gather all the information you can. You are going to be just fine.
captainmel, take your dad. Daddy-daughter time is precious.
I have just cooked dinner for tomorrow night and now I don't want to cook for tonight. I have also just bitten down all my nails and now my fingers hurt.
I think I will take him. Most of the time will be spent driving and then waiting to fill up his water bottle but I think it will be fun. Also, I might get to have lunch with starrieskies!
I requested a referral to an attorney through the bar association.
Is it wrong that I am half hoping he thought it over while at work and is going to want to go to counseling? Or is that just me being in denial?
Completely understandable.
I want you to remember this isn't you're fault. You did everything you could.
Thanks. Last night was hard though, he listened to me talk about work for a while--like actually listened. It was comfortable and easy, but he was acting like nothing happened. I was numb.
Finding a therapist today and getting in as soon as possible. I need to figure all of this out.