For the love of everything holy, I have no willpower. Last night I bought a challah bread (it's not even Shabbat/I'm not even religious) because it's from my favorite bakery and I saw it and my belly was upset and I wanted it. I hate half last night and half this morning. This was a 1lb loaf. Someone shame me.
I totally raced a guy during my lunch time workout. I don't think he was racing me back, but I still had to win. (Basically, I killed myself to feel like I was beating a dude who wasn't even trying...so lame and silly on my part.)
I am so friggin tired today for no good reason at all. It might be the heat + extra workouts + after work obligations that are adding up. I have no reason to complain, but I am. :-#
I had a dream that I was married to my ex but didn't know it. He tracked me down to let me know. Before i woke up we were on our way to get divorced. It was a weird dream, and it felt so real. It was weird. Weird.
I had a dream that I was married to my ex but didn't know it. He tracked me down to let me know. Before i woke up we were on our way to get divorced. It was a weird dream, and it felt so real. It was weird. Weird.
Oh that sounds horrible. I've had dreams where I'm married to my XH. I wake up feeling so unnerved.
I had a dream that I was married to my ex but didn't know it. He tracked me down to let me know. Before i woke up we were on our way to get divorced. It was a weird dream, and it felt so real. It was weird. Weird.
Oh that sounds horrible. I've had dreams where I'm married to my XH. I wake up feeling so unnerved.
Omg! I felt like I had cheated on h when I woke up. It was really a nightmare.
I'm currently obsessed w/ Athenos Greek Style Hummus and the new Kashi Hummus Crisps. Holy crap I could just eat and eat and eat them. I know there are worse things that I could be eating, but I could totally finish a whole bag and hummus container in one sitting.
I drink a beer just about every night. It makes me happy and I don't care about the calories. My favorite beers come from a friend of mine who is a homebrewer. I refuse to share with DH because I am greedy.
I drink a beer just about every night. It makes me happy and I don't care about the calories. My favorite beers come from a friend of mine who is a homebrewer. I refuse to share with DH because I am greedy.
Beer is a food group for me. I'm joining a mug club at a local bar where you have to drink 126 beers in 6 months and then you get a 25 oz mug with your name engraved on it on a wall to drink out of like a boss anytime you go there.
I drink a beer just about every night. It makes me happy and I don't care about the calories. My favorite beers come from a friend of mine who is a homebrewer. I refuse to share with DH because I am greedy.
Beer is a food group for me. I'm joining a mug club at a local bar where you have to drink 126 beers in 6 months and then you get a 25 oz mug with your name engraved on it on a wall to drink out of like a boss anytime you go there.
Beer is a food group for me. I'm joining a mug club at a local bar where you have to drink 126 beers in 6 months and then you get a 25 oz mug with your name engraved on it on a wall to drink out of like a boss anytime you go there.
Can I move in for 6 months? I like a challenge.
Yes! You can run and bike along the river with me before and then we can get drunk drink just one beer each.
I feel like an h&f loser. I'm not racing until...um...probably October. I took the girls for donuts after golf/park today. I stop at Sbux on the regular. I feed my kids cake pops. I came home after a MILE today because I was just tired (I did go back out for a total of 3, though - wasn't going to waste being up and dressed, I guess). I ran yesterday with my old training partner and we went sooooo slow and I was barely hanging on at the end of 6 miles. SIX. How will I ever get up to marathon miles again? And my Achilles is hurting again, which pisses me right off - like, seriously?!??! Oh, and I have a camp next week where I'm eating dorm food for 4 days and will probably be too damn tired to run after being up past midnight every night. Awesome.
I feel like an h&f loser. I'm not racing until...um...probably October. I took the girls for donuts after golf/park today. I stop at Sbux on the regular. I feed my kids cake pops. I came home after a MILE today because I was just tired (I did go back out for a total of 3, though - wasn't going to waste being up and dressed, I guess). I ran yesterday with my old training partner and we went sooooo slow and I was barely hanging on at the end of 6 miles. SIX. How will I ever get up to marathon miles again? And my Achilles is hurting again, which pisses me right off - like, seriously?!??! Oh, and I have a camp next week where I'm eating dorm food for 4 days and will probably be too damn tired to run after being up past midnight every night. Awesome.
I'm sorry, taratru. It's hard when you get in a funk like that. It's like a constant loop of suckage. ((hugs))
Thanks. It's moved beyond funk into pure annoyance and rage, I think.
I need to go back to the dr, methinks. He did say 4-6 weeks and it's 3 today. There's something else going on here, or I just need to quit entirely for a while. And THAT makes me want to
I could kill for some challah right now. Its not just for the religious on shabbat, you know. Its perfectly fine every day of the year. Even passover (so says the jew who never keeps passover, but eats matzo brie like its going out of style for eight days).
So i gained some weight from not running. Now im losing it, and its like losing weight all over again, like, when i can see a difference i get all giddy. I have very serious issues.
Beer is a food group for me. I'm joining a mug club at a local bar where you have to drink 126 beers in 6 months and then you get a 25 oz mug with your name engraved on it on a wall to drink out of like a boss anytime you go there.
Can I move in for 6 months? I like a challenge.
what challenge? that's less than one beer per day.
I've been off the rails today - peanut butter m&ms, big mac & fries and an oreo mcflurry.
This is like a trigger post for me. If I wasn't picking DD up from daycare, I would be making a beeline for Mickey D's at 5pm. Big Macs are like crack to me. The only thing stopping me is that she wants to eat everything that I do and I just can't bring myself to feed her McDonalds.
(Ok, I did it in Norway once. Tsk tsk.) <--- And that should be my true H&F confession. One day I broke down and fed my 1 year old McDonalds. I might have to GBGBCN to save my H&F face after admitting this one.
I've been off the rails today - peanut butter m&ms, big mac & fries and an oreo mcflurry.
This is like a trigger post for me. If I wasn't picking DD up from daycare, I would be making a beeline for Mickey D's at 5pm. Big Macs are like crack to me. The only thing stopping me is that she wants to eat everything that I do and I just can't bring myself to feed her McDonalds.
(Ok, I did it in Norway once. Tsk tsk.) <--- And that should be my true H&F confession. One day I broke down and fed my 1 year old McDonalds. I might have to GBGBCN to save my H&F face after admitting this one.
I luuuuuuuuuuuurve me some Big Macs! I will NEVER give them up, no matter how gross my DH tells me they are.
I am so effing ready to go back to work. I LOVE DD and I know I'm extremely fortunate to have summers off, but I miss the structure and routine of teaching. I'm getting lazier by the day.