Wow...looking back...

[liubotflittyfud]

So it's been 3 months since xBF hurt me. I feel like a totally different person now. I'm sure my posts have reflected a change from the crazy train I was once riding, although I'm not 100% healed. I can't believe I've come this far though and I know I will be so much better in the future because I am taking my time and doing for me.

Holy crap was I nuts. I just looked back at some old posts on TN and shook my head. Thank you all for putting up with my BSC bullshit. Hindsight is 20/20 after all.

[liubotflittyfud]

Thanks MCC

[udscoobychick]

Jun 22, 2012 15:17:22 GMT -5 mintchocochip said:

I'm not going to lie, your posts are definitely more stable than they had been just a few months ago, and wayyyy more stable than they were before that. I'm proud of you for coming back after each time we tried to slap sense into you. Sometimes it takes more than you ever thought you'd endure in order to realize you need to make a change in your life. You've come a long way and should be proud of yourself

:Y: :Y:

[doriswe]

Jun 23, 2012 8:03:08 GMT -5 jellymankelly said:

Jun 22, 2012 15:17:22 GMT -5 mintchocochip said:

I'm not going to lie, your posts are definitely more stable than they had been just a few months ago, and wayyyy more stable than they were before that. I'm proud of you for coming back after each time we tried to slap sense into you. Sometimes it takes more than you ever thought you'd endure in order to realize you need to make a change in your life. You've come a long way and should be proud of yourself

Yep, this...but look at jade's post below and think about it. Don't get comfortable because things are going well and let yourself slip back into that again. I'm the WORST about doing that. I'll get overly confident and stop working on myself, and then I'll start to slip back into old habits. You don't want to go back there.

This is fabulous advice!

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That's great and I agree with jellymankelly. Be careful now that you're dating. I think given your past, you should have waited quite a while to date. It's just been 3 months, albeit 3 cahotic months, it will be very easy to slip back. Like achase said, know how to stay away form the peen.