I shouldn't have had two children. I love them both dearly on their own. Together it is fucking nuts and not in a good way.
Also I am a crappy mom to Jack and about 90% of it is due to having another kid. I feel guilt.
Ps I didn't even have them this weekend and I still had to grit my teeth and white knuckle through our evening. Ugh
I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. I totally get it. I feel like a crap mom half of the time. And I don't even have Henry 2-3 days out of the week, and H does the majority of his care when he's home. Ugh.
We're thinking about getting another dog, even though poor old Rowdy hasn't even been gone a month yet. We're lonely, Baby Girl is lonely, and it is just not the same around here without another dog.
Initially I was really against getting another (since Pockets died 2.5 years ago, I couldn't even think of it) but now I realize that I need to have dogs in the house. As sad as it is to lose them, I think I would be even more sad to come home every day to a quiet, empty house.
We are looking at this little guy. I like him because he looks like an ewok. I am trying to arrange a meeting between him and BG. I hope she likes him.
I shouldn't have had two children. I love them both dearly on their own. Together it is fucking nuts and not in a good way.
Also I am a crappy mom to Jack and about 90% of it is due to having another kid. I feel guilt.
Ps I didn't even have them this weekend and I still had to grit my teeth and white knuckle through our evening. Ugh
I had so much guilt for over a year after Sophia was born. I felt that I had become a crappy mom to Anna. It gets better! They become friends and have fun together and all is good. Until they pick a fight You are a great mom! We all have our moments where we would happily sell our kids.
Post by nursewife on Sept 29, 2013 20:07:47 GMT -5
I'm pretty sure h will be sleeping on the couch tonight. I didn't sign up for a marriage where I do 80% of the house work, most of the twins stuff, and a husband that's a workaholic. Is that flameful for you bonquiqui ?
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"I was thinking about getting off on demand, but it sounds like I should be glad that I didn't"
Whoa. There are a lot of these confessions lately. So...how did it go? I'm 100% inexperienced when it comes to any drug use.
Well, I was at an EDM show so I danced my ass off for 4 hours, made new friends, sat on the beach and stared at stars, got Wawa macaroni. I may have hallucinated a dude named Patrick. I swear I talked to him for like an hour but my friend has zero recollection of him. It was pretty great. Not that I'd do it regularly, but another experience to tuck under my belt.
Also my husband is going to a conference next week and I am teeeeeerrrrrifffied. Leo is at a very cute but hard age. He is into everything. Jack requires a lot of attention. The only way I survive is that H and I handle them equally. I am going to be alone with them for four nights. Halp
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"I was thinking about getting off on demand, but it sounds like I should be glad that I didn't"
I shouldn't have had two children. I love them both dearly on their own. Together it is fucking nuts and not in a good way.
Also I am a crappy mom to Jack and about 90% of it is due to having another kid. I feel guilt.
Ps I didn't even have them this weekend and I still had to grit my teeth and white knuckle through our evening. Ugh
I had so much guilt for over a year after Sophia was born. I felt that I had become a crappy mom to Anna. It gets better! They become friends and have fun together and all is good. Until they pick a fight You are a great mom! We all have our moments where we would happily sell our kids.
Just chiming in to say that I remember these feelings well. It does get better though so hang in there!!!
Post by janiejones on Sept 29, 2013 20:35:27 GMT -5
eddy I feel like that about my dogs because Freddie is the exact same. So cute, but into everything. My dogs get leftover love, and I just have no energy to give them.
I should stop at one I think.
I used to want 5-6 kids when I was young and stupid and didn't know I was infertile.
I did so much acid in my younger days I couldn't even begin to count how many times. 50+ at least. The last time was a horrible trip at a Phish concert (surprise surprise, haha) when I was 19.
I think it is a major contributor to the sometimes debilitating anxiety that I experience every day. If I were to do any sort of hallucinogenic drug today I'm 100% sure I would need to be institutionalized.
"You. You and your crazy life. You and your geographic anomaly. You and your drunken lesbianic ways and terrible navigational skills." - ProfArt and her holy baby
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"I was thinking about getting off on demand, but it sounds like I should be glad that I didn't"
Post by thatgirl2478 on Sept 29, 2013 21:30:51 GMT -5
I accidentally put murine ear wax removal drops in my eye at 11 pm last night... that's pretty stupid. In my defense, the bottles look the same when you're exhausted.
"You. You and your crazy life. You and your geographic anomaly. You and your drunken lesbianic ways and terrible navigational skills." - ProfArt and her holy baby