I really just thought of something I miss about stbxh.
We used to have sex all. the. time. I haven't had sex since sometime in the middle of May, but it's not because it's not available. Since I'm starting to feel more like a relationship may be in my not-so-distant future, I just don't want to be involved with a random person right now. And I really miss the passion that comes with a relationship; "unattached" sex just isn't the same, even when it's really good.
"Everything happens for a reason, people change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can come together." ~Marilyn Monroe