Me too, I think. Its been a while since I've had a good, long cry. I just don't want to do it in front of DS. Hopefully after today, it will be better. I'm meeting stbx after work to get the cell phones separated. I told him that I needed to wait until after pay day.
This is the last thing we need to separate, so I'm hoping that this will relieve some additional stress I've been feeling.
I'm passing out warm cider with a generous splash of rum to everyone. And a big virtual hug.
I ran errands until 10pm last night and then didn't get much else crossed off my list, but was still up til almost 2. The curtain rod in my guest bedroom fell down so I spent unanticipated time fixing that. It's funny how you can go from feeling so far ahead to so far behind in one evening.
H wants to keep Spanky. Oye. It's not happening, unless no one else wants him. He should be available for adoption as long as he gets a clean bill of health on Friday.
I stopped taking my Claritin a few days ago, as a test. I've been fighting with some eczema since July, which I just recently figured out is when I started taking the Claritin. My skin was less itchy and started clearing up the day after I stopped taking it. So 3 months of annoyance is nearly gone in 5 days. But now my allergies are going nutso. Grrr.
Apparently I need to find a new allergy medication. I need a chemist or something. This is stupid.
I stopped taking my Claritin a few days ago, as a test. I've been fighting with some eczema since July, which I just recently figured out is when I started taking the Claritin. My skin was less itchy and started clearing up the day after I stopped taking it. So 3 months of annoyance is nearly gone in 5 days. But now my allergies are going nutso. Grrr.
Apparently I need to find a new allergy medication. I need a chemist or something. This is stupid.
I use the generic version of Zyrtec from Costco and it has done wonders for me.
I stopped taking my Claritin a few days ago, as a test. I've been fighting with some eczema since July, which I just recently figured out is when I started taking the Claritin. My skin was less itchy and started clearing up the day after I stopped taking it. So 3 months of annoyance is nearly gone in 5 days. But now my allergies are going nutso. Grrr.
Apparently I need to find a new allergy medication. I need a chemist or something. This is stupid.
DH is suppose to be scheduling us for marriage counseling. All he has to do is call and set it up. He is off I am at work make sense right. He has yet to do it for the past 2 days. I could do it but I am not sure he would go so I thought I would let him take care of this. Maybe he really is done with me.
DH is suppose to be scheduling us for marriage counseling. All he has to do is call and set it up. He is off I am at work make sense right. He has yet to do it for the past 2 days. I could do it but I am not sure he would go so I thought I would let him take care of this. Maybe he really is done with me.
I vote you should be done with him. He is showing you how much he values you and it isn't enough. You seem like a great lady who has had her self esteem ruined by a big jerk face H. You deserve more. You deserve a partner who supports you and makes you feel beautiful and better every single day.
DH is suppose to be scheduling us for marriage counseling. All he has to do is call and set it up. He is off I am at work make sense right. He has yet to do it for the past 2 days. I could do it but I am not sure he would go so I thought I would let him take care of this. Maybe he really is done with me.
I vote you should be done with him. He is showing you how much he values you and it isn't enough. You seem like a great lady who has had her self esteem ruined by a big jerk face H. You deserve more. You deserve a partner who supports you and makes you feel beautiful and better every single day.
DH is suppose to be scheduling us for marriage counseling. All he has to do is call and set it up. He is off I am at work make sense right. He has yet to do it for the past 2 days. I could do it but I am not sure he would go so I thought I would let him take care of this. Maybe he really is done with me.
I vote you should be done with him. He is showing you how much he values you and it isn't enough. You seem like a great lady who has had her self esteem ruined by a big jerk face H. You deserve more. You deserve a partner who supports you and makes you feel beautiful and better every single day.
This x1000
karenj speaking from personal experience, being done with a jerkface H does WONDERS for your self esteem!!