My flameful: in a gluttonous fit I drove to the Chickfila drive-thru in H's boxer shorts and a tank top. Half way there I realized the gas light was on. Thank god I made it home.
My flameful is that everything I talk about here involves either (a) son's autism, (b) my own medical issues that aren't really that big of a deal, (c) some other debby downer bull shit. I hate being all woe is me all the time. I used to not be that person, and I HATE it that it's who I've turned into. I need a good ass kicking.
My flameful: in a gluttonous fit I drove to the Chickfila drive-thru in H's boxer shorts and a tank top. Half way there I realized the gas light was on. Thank god I made it home.
Chikfila is worth the risk of running out of gas. Have you had their chocolate chip cookies? So good! All cookies should be served warm.
LOL! Today when I drove thru they said "and would you like to add a free sundae or chocolate chip cookie to that order?" I added a chocolate chip cookie and expected it to be a flimsy piece of shit. But holy shit, it was massive and delicious!
if it weren't like, a real tropical storm outside i would be driving to sonic right now for an ice cream mixed with m&m's.
My husband is at the gym right now and I text him to ask him to pick up a Sonic Blast for me on the way home. I took spin this morning, but have proceeded to eat like shit since then.
if it weren't like, a real tropical storm outside i would be driving to sonic right now for an ice cream mixed with m&m's.
My husband is at the gym right now and I text him to ask him to pick up a Sonic Blast for me on the way home. I took spin this morning, but have proceeded to eat like shit since then.
My flameful is that everything I talk about here involves either (a) son's autism, (b) my own medical issues that aren't really that big of a deal, (c) some other debby downer bull shit. I hate being all woe is me all the time. I used to not be that person, and I HATE it that it's who I've turned into. I need a good ass kicking.
You don't need an ass kicking. Go easy on yourself. You are dealing with so many things. I find myself slipping into "Debbie Downer" zone sometimes too. :beer:
I'm over being considerate of H's family today. I'll return to regularly scheduled programming tomorrow but today, I wish I'd married an only child.
Related topic: handed baby off to H when he got home, and while he did bed and bath routine I had two glasses of wine and watched Dawson's Creek. Now that's how to cope with in laws.
My husband is at the gym right now and I text him to ask him to pick up a Sonic Blast for me on the way home. I took spin this morning, but have proceeded to eat like shit since then.
i hate you so hard right now.
Annnnnd he just came home with it. I wish I could share with you! This one has Reese's, not m&ms. I bet you hate chocolate and peanut butter, right?
My flameful is that everything I talk about here involves either (a) son's autism, (b) my own medical issues that aren't really that big of a deal, (c) some other debby downer bull shit. I hate being all woe is me all the time. I used to not be that person, and I HATE it that it's who I've turned into. I need a good ass kicking.
I agree with bab--don't be so down on yourself. Sometimes it helps to vent here. I think everyone gets that.
My flameful is that everything I talk about here involves either (a) son's autism, (b) my own medical issues that aren't really that big of a deal, (c) some other debby downer bull shit. I hate being all woe is me all the time. I used to not be that person, and I HATE it that it's who I've turned into. I need a good ass kicking.
This may be a sign that you are coming out of that stage. I got the best advise when someone close to me committed suicide and the "why" wouldn't leave me alone. Ask yourself why as often as you need to (in the beginning that would have been every half hour) you will never get an answer, but one day you will be tired of asking and be able to be at peace with not having the answer. I find that this is helpful in many situations. I also got tired of being down all the time and soon got back to more of my former self.
I'm thinking of implementing floyds behavior system. DH is traveling till the 4th and these kids are killing me. To top it off my parents are also going OOT tomorrow until the 4th. They are so helpful while DH is traveling. I know I can do this by myself, but damn thses kids are pushing my limits.
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