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"I was thinking about getting off on demand, but it sounds like I should be glad that I didn't"
Wow, I also have a huge fear of going to the doctor. I don't even want to go for sick visits, it's a huge source of anxiety for me. When I know they're doing bloodwork, I'm a basket case.
I don't know why, but I find I like NP better for some reason. They're just more sympathetic and.....nicer??? I know this is anecdotal and all. :-)
If they can find anything wrong with me, I'm nervous. I have huge anxiety about my health so bloodwork REALLY gets my anxiety going. But honestly, I have issues with the dentist, eye doctor and even the dermatologist (what if they find SKIN CANCER!!!). I've gotten better over the years and I'm on anxiety meds but I still struggle with it. It's so ridiculous, and I know it. H is like "....you're a hypochondriac who's afraid to go to the doctor!" lol. It's true.
I'm really sorry about your mom. I can completely understand why you have anxiety.