I want to give a big heartfelt thank you to all of you. Your support, and all of your kind messages make me feel not so alone. I seriously love you all so much, and without you I don't know what I would do. You have been my best friends, my outlet, and my support system. I feel like if I could count on no one else in this world, I could count on you all.
This place gets a bad rap sometimes, but when it boils down to it, this group comes together and supports each other like no other. There is always someone offering to lend an ear, offering helpful advice, and people sharing their stories making you feel not so alone.
It's not all magically better obviously, I am still hurt beyond words. I couldn't think of a more hurtful thing that could have happened with all of this. It was the worst feeling. I guess the best I can tell myself is that I don't have to worry about fearing for the worst, because it has already happened. I don't think it is possible for him to hurt me more than he already has, so it has to get better.
I don't feel that now, the tears haven't stopped, and I still have the worst feeling in the pit of my stomach. The only thing that I do know, is that it does have to get better, and I couldn't ask for a better group of friends than all of you.
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Post by glassofsyrah on Nov 11, 2013 12:55:57 GMT -5
I'm so sorry you are going through this. You are making choices to better yourself and your life. You should be so very proud. This is your past. It's time to look toward your future.
Bon I was in a very similar situation as you. It will take time to accept this. It will sting, but in time you will move on and it will be nothing but a bitter memory. Trust me he wont come out of this unscathed. A relationship built on lies and deception has no strong foundation what so ever, so he will get his. Just think of how happy he will be in a few months being kept up all night with 2 screaming newborns. I guarantee you this pansy ass liar won't last very long.
You will be sleeping peacefully with 2 furry kittens surrounded by friends who love and support you.
You are going to move on to do amazing things, meet amazing people, and live an amazing life when your wounds start healing and life doesn't look so grey.
You're a sweetheart, and he just shot himself in the foot. Well, technically two feet. An allegedly high risk pregnancy with an on-again-off-again woman he likely doesn't know very well?
Yeah no. If I had to pick either of you to be in this situation, I would be you, hands down.
I'm sorry you are going through this. I'm recently (4 weeks) separated and I'm dreading all the pain to come. Thank you for being so brave and sharing it here. Hugs.
There are a lot of really great people on this board, and YOU are one of them. I am so sorry that you are hurting right now. In time things will get easier, and in the meantime we are all here for you.