Post by partiallysunny on Dec 5, 2013 10:42:20 GMT -5
Thank you gault and tiramisu I know what you say is true, but it doesn't stop me from worrying. It does make me feel a bit better.
I don't know if I'm depressed or not. I will be watching myself carefully. Yesterday was so out of character for me. Maybe I'll start journaling/writing again. See if there is a pattern.
Also, I think you can want to shank people when you're PMSing without it being anything other than hormones & irritability. We all get irrational and overly emotional about random shit that time of the month from time to time.
Also, I think you can want to shank people when you're PMSing without it being anything other than hormones & irritability. We all get irrational and overly emotional about random shit that time of the month from time to time.
Really, I just wanted to be alone. That's how I felt all day. I wanted to be alone and people/circumstances were getting in my way. Nothing was going right. And there was Hell to pay for that.
After I got a couple hours, alone, in bed, with a book and a couple donuts, I was in a much better mood.
Post by starrieskies on Dec 5, 2013 11:20:58 GMT -5
partiallysunny I tend to get over emotional right before I start my period, and I want to kill everyone who gets in my way. I also tend to be a pretty solitary person and really cling to my "alone time" when AF visits.
That being said, I have also been diagnosed with major depression. When I take my ad's I do feel like I'm on a much more even keel. It was really scary for me to have that first conversation with my doctor, and to be honest I broke down in tears during it. But after we found an AD that worked for me, I really did feel much better. In fact, I haven't taken them in quite some time. Perhaps it's time for me to schedule an appointment to have my prescription renewed.
Post by starrieskies on Dec 5, 2013 11:46:36 GMT -5
It's hard to get alone time when there are little ones running around. DS has been really clingy lately, and AF just left, so I'm really kind of looking forward to this weekend while he's with his dad to spend some time with myself.
Post by starrieskies on Dec 5, 2013 12:15:27 GMT -5
LOL, yes it is. She likes to "hover". She means well, she just doesn't realize how much I need to be alone sometimes. She is about as far away from a solitary person as you can get! She can't seem to fathom that you can be alone AND happy at the same time.
Nephew's mom is pregnant again. Allegedly. She told my brother she was pregnant last year at some point (or maybe earlier this year, I can't remember)but nothing ever came of that, whether she lost it, or it was a lie. But yesterday my nephew told my mom that "mommy was going to have a baby next year". He was very upset because she told him he was going to have to start doing chores to help out, lol.
motzie interesting... This is your bothers girl friend?
No. This is his white trash baby momma. The one also on probation for drug running. (not really, it was just a possession charge, but she was carrying a large amount. We *know* that she runs marijuana down from the Canadian border)
motzie interesting... This is your bothers girl friend?
No. This is his white trash baby momma. The one also on probation for drug running. (not really, it was just a possession charge, but she was carrying a large amount. We *know* that she runs marijuana down from the Canadian border)
Post by starrieskies on Dec 5, 2013 14:03:19 GMT -5
I'm STARVING!!! I'm trying to convince myself that I'm not really hungry and drinking water instead, but all that's doing is making me a hungry person who pees a lot.
I still remember when our kitties were spayed & neutered, I called to check on them and the lady at the desk just started laughing--apparently Homer (or male kitty) was walking all over the office acting like nothing had ever happened. She was like "Honey, he's fine--he's on vacation!".
Ugh now I feel like the worst dog owner ever - H just said they told him that she was probably in a lot of pain with the tooth because it had exposed pulp. We only just discovered this tooth a few weeks ago because of her bad breath.
Post by partiallysunny on Dec 5, 2013 14:24:56 GMT -5
You are not!
My kid gets sick or hurt and I don't notice until he's ready to pass out or there is a trail of blood. I just think he's being a jerk or annoyingly whiney.