Bronxgirl

[persa]

bronxgirl

I was thinking of you today and was wondering how you were doing.

I took DD to the children's museum today and the place was swarming with swollen bellies. I was trying to not let it get to me but it effing sucks and I'm doing a shitty job.

On Friday I went to my husband's BFF's birthday drinks and I was already in a sad mood when I got there from other stuff and then when I got there I ran into a friends of theirs who had just had their 3rd, which just put me over the edge and I had to get out of there, like a total punk. I feel like I suck at social events because I don't have anything happy to talk about except DD but that always leads to the inevitable "when are y'all having another one?" question.

[KaraOrNot]

Hugs.

[bronxgirl]

Hi persa. Good to hear from you. Sometimes I'm okay and other times not so much. One of my good friends is getting ready to have her second baby (and a few more friends soon after) so that has been hard. At times I'm better and then it hits me sometimes and I get sad and/or angry. I had a similar experience at the Children's museum as well. It sucks. I'm trying to have fun with DD and tune out everything else and then all these PG people show up and it's such a punch in the gut.

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Hugs, bronxgirl.

[persa]

Hugs girl. Just know I'm thinking of you. Thanks for the virtual hugs Pam and Kara

[bronxgirl]

Jan 6, 2014 21:40:23 GMT -5 persa said:

Hugs girl. Just know I'm thinking of you. Thanks for the virtual hugs Pam and Kara

thanks so much.  It's good to "know" someone in the same situation.  DH just started taking pictures of DD's old bike to sell.  Even though I know it's a good idea it makes me so sad knowing she doesn't have a little sister to inherit the bike.  OTOH, not having to store it is awesome.