Thanks everyone! The doula wasn't bad for free haha and I do have to say she was awesome before I decided to go for the epi. Oh well, we are all here happy and healthy and that is all that matters. H has been super amazing, I am so lucky to have such an amazing little family
I am so disappointed for you that your doula made you feel badly about any part of your birth. I'm a doula and I can say that is not the norm. Our job is to support you in whatever birth works best for you and your baby - even and especially if the plan changes.
I hope that your recovery is speedy! Enjoy your sweet girl.