Post by lookingup on Sept 17, 2014 21:24:21 GMT -5
I'm totally convinced that this month is just shit. Work has been rough, and I feel so alone in this city. I'm lying in bed right now sobbing. Days (or nights) like this definitely make me wish I had a man to hold me and listen to me talkā¦ and maybe do the dishes that are piled in my kitchen sink right now. Gah, I'm a mess.
Post by lookingup on Sept 17, 2014 23:46:02 GMT -5
Thank you ladies.
I just had a two hour bitch/cry session with a peer. That helped. Now if I could just sleep in tomorrow I might feel like a new person! But I guess I'll pull through regardless.
I totally hear you, lady- I'm experiencing a lot of the same feelings. It gets better, it gets worse. I'm trying to learn to be my own best friend (cheesy sounding, I know), positive self talk when I'm lonely and despairing and literally trying to cheer myself up. It has a higher success rate than I thought it would- but also know those are perfectly normal feelings to have and sometimes you just have to embrace the shittyness.
Post by WinterIsComing on Sept 18, 2014 10:53:00 GMT -5
Sorry you are having a rough time. I completely understand the feeling alone part. I just try to remind myself that however bad I am feeling will pass eventually.
Post by lookingup on Sept 18, 2014 17:55:48 GMT -5
You all are great. <3 I'm feeling much better today after talking to my friend last night. She and I have the same position with the same company, so naturally we both have some of the same issues in our shops. I just needed to know that I wasn't alone, and that this rough spot will pass.
Right now I have to get through work tomorrow (which will be a short day, hopefully!) and then I get a weekend with two of my besties. If that doesn't cure this, I don't know what will!